Sunday, July 16, 2006
finally get to meet up wif my darling s208 peeps for some gossiping sessions. went for supper at pasir ris and we talked abt so many things. Things worth thinking abt cuz relationships between people can juz be so strong yet so vulnerable. It all depends on whether we can make the correct decision at the right time. Different people appear in our life for a reason. Either friend or foe. But usually it'z the closest pple who hurt us the most, isn't it??
Have been rather disappointed abt certain things lately. Doubts filled my mind to the extent dat it made me question abt things i've neva thot i would come across. i thought it was strong but apparently my assumption failed me. i was too confident. i've also realized how selfish i've been all the while. Blind to their hard work and how much they've put in for me, i only thought of myself all the time. bad daughter. wad a shame. Thanks to them, i have learnt how to be a better person. heheee. i'm serious abt wad i said. They've made me see the little things in life dat are so so important. i love them so much :)
Each one of us alwaes tink dat we are right in our own ways so we often find it so hard to apologize even when we noe we are in the wrong. We choose to sacrifice others in order to cover up for our own pride. We choose to put the blame on the whole world except for ourselves. "Everyone else is wrong. I'm the only right one. Why don't others understand my intentions?" How noble. Wad an intelligent way to cover up for our faults. Yes i'm one of those persons and now i've come to realize how wrong i've been. miss lee has grown up. Although she has matured, she still hate growing older dae by dae. This means she can't handle things the childish way anemore :p
Ok enough of my reflections. i'm sleepy. Continue with it another dae :D
im falling into memories.
