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2007-05-19T13:07:00.001+08:00

i'm back after so long. hahahah.

Going to close down this blog cuz nth much to write anywae. most probably will be startin a personal blog unknown to anyone. hahaha. trying to act secretive.

Talk to me if u wana know more about my life :)

till then :D

2007-03-11T19:32:00.000+08:00

it'z the busiest time of the sch term again. with the amount of work stacking up, how to play?? need a break so desperately. deprived so much of precious sleep. argh :(

Took up tuition 2 weeks back. a p2 and another p3 malay girls who are sisters. they are so cute. haven't come into contact with young kids for a long long time. reminded me of my carefree pri sch daes. i wonder how was i like back then. hehee

so many offers to go travelling this year. so tempting but need to save up a lot lehhh. let me strike lottery la. i wana go travelling!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

time to rest for a while before studying again~ till then when i have time to blog :)

2007-02-15T23:17:00.000+08:00

dust all over my blog now. ehehehhe. i shall settle down and blog a bit or else darlings dowan fren me anymore.

baosie's surprise birthdae celebration at her house. met up wif hubbers darlings in the morning. been so long since i met them. managed to surprise her in her just woke up state and exciting things happen. hahaha. wad's wif all the pranks? one of my fav pastimes back in secondary sch daes :D

went to chinatown after that to squeeze with the ah peks and ah mahs. itz the first time dat i went there during cny. frens sae wana feel the festive season there. i tink i rather go fren's house and chill. heheee. dinner there was alright and evil me wished that huiwen would get fatter. shd exercise more this year in case it works on me :p i wonder hi^5 will ever meet up for cny. all of us are simply tooooooo lazyyyyy. brothers... itz time to get ur butts up. jiong i will be waiting for ur soup. i make milo for u la. u wun want to try my cookies.

yest was valentine's dae. mongz has no valentine so she spent it wif her frens talking cock. session was well spent with all the bitches. full of laughters. sac babes simply rockkk. i rock. mahjong session wif them tmr. yay. we dun plot cuz we are all beginners. i'm training for all the mahjong sessions to come during cny. hohohoho

would be going malaysia for a few daes this year to celebrate cny. can't really take a break from books cuz there are piles of work stacking up. well at least a more suburb area to relax. my cousin returned to malaysia from her break as well. time to catch up wif her. sure looking forward to dat.

hmm.. can't tink of wad to write le. oops. i'm hungry now. going off~~~~~~~~~~~~

2007-01-05T01:27:00.000+08:00

mongs mood has been quite good recently. maybe it'z a new year new beginning kind of thing. hohoho. or maybe all thanks to the hols trip and the weather. i'm so in love with cold weathers nowadays. travelling can be so much fun. if only i have the money to travel around the world either alone or wif friends :) let me strike lottery la. hehehe. resolution for the year shd be more or less the same as before.

klaz met up wif lishan juz now at bugis. she'z still the same as before. miss her tight tight hugs. hohoho. a lot of slacking ard just now. cannot figure out why it'z alwaes so hard to get everyone moving instead of just waiting ard. have been getting impatient quite a lot lately. i need to calm my mind i suppose. exercise more. hahahahah.

alrite. dat's all for now. shall go play game.

2007-01-01T21:23:00.000+08:00

juz came back from genting trip wif s208 peeps yest. enjoyable trip. i love the weather there. super cooling :) pretty photos will be up soon!!

2006-11-29T21:21:00.000+08:00

left with one last paper a few daes later. although cannot end exams earlier but still glad to have a break to study. been mugging for the past few weeks. but in the meantime slacking + com games + youtubing comes in of course. wad'z new. normal pple will do everything and anything other than studying during exam periods. hahahaha. can see happening to my friends cuz they blog more often = slacking. hohoho. whey guilty pple out there... own up behh:D

going to be a meet up sessions for me and my sisters after the exams and also going to genting wif s208 klazmates the end of this dec. so it'z time to work hard now and play hard later. hope to have some A grades this sem. haven got it before. hahaha.

love the cooling weather nowadays and i have the urge to eat ice icream during such cold weathers. tink i'm mad. duno wad to write liao. chaoz

2006-10-15T15:19:00.000+08:00

Seriously i really dislike those pple who keep on complaining about wad life has to offer for them. They make it sound like the world owes them something. No wonder they're neva satisfied with it. Ya i'm talking about someone. He alwaes only accept his own viewpoints and sarcarstically comment about ur viewpoints. He alwaes likes to make an issue out of every little thing. Those pple who lack nothing in life tend to tink the most. He's one of them. I would neva attempt to try to understand him. Juz an acquaintance after all. But the things he said sometimes will piss me off but i neva argue with him. can't really be bothered also.

hoho. i tink xiaohai knows who i'm talking abt right?? hehehe.

anewaes, met up with the peeps to celebrate darling prissy's berfdae. haven met the bitches for so long liao. too bad ju din go or she can join in our bitching abt **. hehee. pris and steph are getting prettier everytime i see them. hehe. dun smile to urself girls. love them lots, of course not forgetting my niang hw. Thanks for ur company to sl sq girl. At least it gave me some courage to be fiercer. lol. wanted to go to the temple to pray with her but the gate closed on us when we're about to enter. wad luck for us.

neva expect the klaz to be still celebrating berfdaes for one another after jc graduation. Guess they will be my lifetime buddies adding on to hi^5 :D jc seems so far away from me now yet not so. This shows how fast time flies. Another 2 years are going to fly by as fast. Soon after, i'll be working. Can i stop the hands of the clock? haha. dumb.

Went to vivocity with xuan after klaz on fridae. The place iz so big dat we had a hard time finding the shops dat we wana go to. Still have to go around navigating the place with their directory. Tink it will be one of the busiest areas in Singapore next time. Town will no longer be the only choice for shopping definitely. We neva managed to get anithing although we've planned for dat. Wad's new. We fell in love with this pair of heels that is so shimmering. The best choice for prom but it'z ex :( it'z alwaes great hanging out wif this woman cuz she'z so funni and true :D i love her too :) shall go explore the place again with my mum when we're both free. i love to shop with her although she alwaes looks for auntie stuff. Maybe i'm one too la. heee.

Off to have a nap. booooo

2006-10-15T12:14:00.000+08:00

cool dance moves!!

what a zai little boi. i wish i have a little brother or a son like that. ahahhaaa. so cute!!

2006-09-25T23:14:00.000+08:00

last week was so hectic. got 4 tests in a week. dat's the first time i actually tried to do some serious study for this semester. year 2 chemistry is so difficult~~!!! new concepts taught. dowan study hard oso cannot la. finally mid term break is here. time alwaes passes very fast when it comes to uni life. sch has barely started for 2 months and we are having a one week break. one more month after the break will be the start of exams and soon the end of semester. this one week break isn't exactly a break too. time to catch up on sch work, assignments, term papers and lab reports. now i know why uni students lik to act busy already. hehehee.

went out wif hw and gang to get pris's prezzie. conclusion at the end of dae: new urban male salepersons are hot~~ :D got to meet up wif pris and hw yest for some shopping. hahaha. that woman is so excited over her birthdae celebration wif her darling. no wonder look more and more radiant liao :p i managed to get all the things i'm supposed to buy too. it'z alwaes great hanging out wif these honeys. can destress so much. whey whey whey hi^5,steph, ju.... when are we meeting up???!!!!! i miss you guys soooo much~~~

off to do some work now. chaoz

2006-09-05T18:20:00.000+08:00

baaa.. haven't been blogging for quite long. sch sucks. it steals away so much of my playtime. bleahz. Nothing much has been happening recently so just living from dae to dae. Anewaes, juz wana sae a big thank you to sister saeed, starhubbers and S208 for remembering and celebrating my big 20th birthdae. heart u all lotzzz :D

I looked at the old albums.
All came back to me. Still so wonderful.
The smile so deep inside appeared.
I thought it'z long gone. Or maybe it already had.
They meant so much. Well at least to me.
Stolen away from me though i struggled so much.
How i wish for everything to be simply a nightmare.
Everydae seems such a chore.
Broken beyond dat facade.

Came across something from my beloved teacher's blog. Perfectly describes me. boohoo.

i don t wanna be anything other than what i ve been trying to be lately
all i have to do is think of me and i ve peace of mind
i m tired of looking round and wondering what i gotta do
or who i m supposed to be
i don t wanna be anything other than me
-- gavin degraw

2006-08-21T23:07:00.000+08:00

S208 darlings celebrated mi and wk's bdae last sat. It was great. Thanks brothers and sisters :) i love the jacket. (^_^) It has been 2 years after we graduated and we're still so close. hohoho. how rare iz that :D

adrenaline rush. i tink i knoe from the start dat it iz something i will alwaes hold dearly to and i'm thankful for dat :)

some personal reflections. i tink sometimes we shdn't juz simply wish for things to happen without tinking of the things dat will follow. when can we get wad we really want in life? fairytale stories wun happen in reality. it'z something dat we must learn to live with. dun ever live in self-pity cuz everyone iz experiencing the same thing. they juz choose to be stronger and they are the ones i look up to.

2006-08-14T00:18:00.000+08:00

Mood has been going up and down during this period. wad'z exactly happening. i wished i could have the answer. Sometimes i wish i could meet someone whose wisdom can enlighten me and change the person i've become now.

too bad she'z not who she used to be anymore.

2006-08-10T23:53:00.000+08:00

She has made up her mind. Neva was she so clear. Why did it even take so long for her to get it?

Hohoho.

(^_^)

2006-07-16T01:02:00.000+08:00

finally get to meet up wif my darling s208 peeps for some gossiping sessions. went for supper at pasir ris and we talked abt so many things. Things worth thinking abt cuz relationships between people can juz be so strong yet so vulnerable. It all depends on whether we can make the correct decision at the right time. Different people appear in our life for a reason. Either friend or foe. But usually it'z the closest pple who hurt us the most, isn't it??

Have been rather disappointed abt certain things lately. Doubts filled my mind to the extent dat it made me question abt things i've neva thot i would come across. i thought it was strong but apparently my assumption failed me. i was too confident. i've also realized how selfish i've been all the while. Blind to their hard work and how much they've put in for me, i only thought of myself all the time. bad daughter. wad a shame. Thanks to them, i have learnt how to be a better person. heheee. i'm serious abt wad i said. They've made me see the little things in life dat are so so important. i love them so much :)

Each one of us alwaes tink dat we are right in our own ways so we often find it so hard to apologize even when we noe we are in the wrong. We choose to sacrifice others in order to cover up for our own pride. We choose to put the blame on the whole world except for ourselves. "Everyone else is wrong. I'm the only right one. Why don't others understand my intentions?" How noble. Wad an intelligent way to cover up for our faults. Yes i'm one of those persons and now i've come to realize how wrong i've been. miss lee has grown up. Although she has matured, she still hate growing older dae by dae. This means she can't handle things the childish way anemore :p

Ok enough of my reflections. i'm sleepy. Continue with it another dae :D

2006-06-17T21:56:00.000+08:00

Hey all my frens, i've finally managed to upload the pics i took in australia for my trip. sorry to take so long. miss lee iz too lazy (^_^)

Holiday in Brisbane...

It was a nice trip to brisbane wif my brother and his gf fion bringing us ard to the many places of interest and shopping areas. heee. Their lifestyle is kinda laid back. The shopping centers will start to close shop at around 5 plus so if u really want some real shopping, u gotta go damn early. Furthermore, the people there love to chill out at pubs after work and theirs is a 5 dae week. They will start chilling out from wednesdae onwards. hehee. Seemed lik time passed quite fast for them~ Relaxing lifestyle. How nice :D The sun is great over there in the dae but i can't stand the temperature at night. Too cooling for me already. heehee. I'm too warm blooded. Oh and they are very polite too~ everyone juz seemed to be so friendly :) smiles all around. Great. Sydney was freezing. Maybe some people would like it there but their pace iz slightly faster. Perhaps i shd juz cut short my words and enjoy the pics :)

Great place for some hot coffee~

Street Performance

Shops at SouthBank

Man-made beaches

square-cutted trees

Along SouthBank

Nepalese Pagoda

Stadium where people can watch soccer together when there are matches

Pictures taken at Harbour Town & DFO. The place where all the sports warehouses are.

mummy's favourite hangout. The Casino. Any kids above 18 can enter so i managed to take a look inside :)

View of casino at nite~ looks sooo majestic

Opposite the casino

Rainforest. Damn cooling there.

Taken at some forbidden area which me & mummy accidentally enter. oops. supposed to be a private land but i din see the sign u see. hehehehe. Pro baaaaaa :p

rocks. i love the view :D Taken when walking along the Natural Bridge.

Pebbles' Path of Peace. HAHA. sacians wld understand why.

Clear Blue waters. Fascinating views taken at the most eastern point of Australian mainland :)

pretty plants dat i found

Beautiful Light House

a closer view

my fav picture

my shop 'mongers' :p

Taken at some beach at Byron Bay

At the Australian Zoo~~

i tink the queen mother in the show 'da chang jin' looks lik the koala bear.

pretty mummy

mummy & me

Some cute pictures i couldn't resist taking :D

sounds lik me rite :)

Pictures taken at Sunshine Coast

The little boy juz arrived at...

Gold Coast~~!! :D

i really look lik a lil boy over here. booooo

Other pics taken at Gold Coast

Somewhere near Surfers' Paradise

Night Scenery at somewhere. The wind is so chilling up here. brrrrr~~~~

Me & mummy together wif bro's gf, fion. She'z sweet & gentle. My daddy sae me & mummy need to learn from her. hohoho

Welcome to DreamWorld

Colourful cute houses

Lost Parents?? lol. Kids are too smart to lose their way now~

The too-thrilling rides i took which made me teared. hehehee. screamed till tears came out & worse no voice came out :)

I tink the zookeeper looks lik beckham from the side view. hehehe. yandao~

Isn't my brother good at acting cute for his age? He'z 27 already.HAHA :p

Other pics taken at Dreamworld

Day 1 at Sydney...

Queen Victoria Building. Saw my all-time favourites Adidas shop there. hehee

Posh interior of QVB

Saw one of the beauty products my company produced :D

Sydney Tower

Day 2 at Sydney...

View of the Blue Mountains

World's steepest Scenic Railway. I'm so worried dat i will fall off. lol

Scenic Flyway Cable Car which gives a closer view of the 3 Sisters

The legend and view of the 3 Sisters at Echo Point. The view is simply magnificent~~

At the Featherdale Wildlife Park. I love this place cuz you get to come into close contact wif the animals. fun :)

Day 3 at Sydney...

Darling Harbour

At Arabanoo Lookout

Sydney Opera House

The interiors of the Opera House. Too bad no photo-taking of the concert halls are allowed.

The toilets. Creative huh? I din know it'z a basin in the first place cuz it looks really flat.

Sydney Harbour Bridge

Can you see people walking along the bridge?? It costs ard $200++ & 3 hours to climb dat. Must have been a great achievement for them to climb dat.

It took us a few hours to get back to the hotel cuz we walked all the way back and we lost our way oso. heheheee. thanks to me. nevertheless, nice place to chill out. i love it :)

This marks the end of my holidae trip :) australia rocks~!!

2006-06-17T15:00:00.000+08:00

yest marks the end of one month of working at the stupid company. one more month to go... i guess i'm kinda biased against this person who's giving me work to do cuz i alwaes got shoot by her for everything. bleah~ adults nowadays are juz so irritating la. BUT i'm becoming one myself too. big 20 iz coming soon. this is bad. i'm getting old. dun tink i can stand doing admin work in the future. it'z juz so dull. i wana open an ice cream or cafe. heeeez. meliameliamelia u interested?????!!!!!! u can put any soccer player decorations u want. i wun mind. HAHAHA :D

recently saw a lot of vendors sellin LV imitation handbags & purses. why suddenly so many? it will be such a shame if people found out dat u're actually carrying an imitation one. heee. i saw this burberry blue handbag which is damn damn nice. when can i afford it????? booo. the fastest alternative iz to get a rich bf :p slave to materialism.

have been rather sick of the mundane life i'm having now. my energy iz draining away. feels lik escaping to somewhere where no one recognises me and start life afresh. . hehehe. i love to escape from reality.

i'm juz this weak.

2006-06-08T21:40:00.000+08:00

i'm leading a boring life now. early morning wake up go for work then go home. actually not much of work either cuz i was alwaes told to act busy when there'z nth to do. slack job but sianz. super sianz. oso duno how to tahan until mid july. of cuz i will oso feel paiseh when i see everyone so busy and me juz slacking ard. but dat'z their prob cuz they are the ones who din give me ani work so not my prob. cock up company. the oni fun thing abt working there iz the colleagues there. some of them can really crack jokes and make the atmosphere more lively. much more livier i must sae. with songs, laughter and singing floating ard the office. everyone juz shout across here and there. i guess dat'z oso a good way to reduce the tension arising from work.

was pretty pissed off with someone juz now. i tink she simply talks too much. who does she tink she is to put me down in dat way when i din even provoke her in the first place. yepz i'm dat petty. and i'm going to continue disliking her unless her attitude changes.

2006-06-05T00:00:00.000+08:00

has been either working or going out so not much time to blog. pardon me for my laziness :)

went out with genie yest to bugis junction for some shopping and talking cock session. bought a super cute shoe spotted by jeanie xu weilin. realize dat i have a liking for cute stuff nowadays. haha. acting cute. my favourite pastime. actually everydae oso see genie see until sian liao but we still love each other la. anewae rainie yang cheng lin was there for her meeting session too~~~!!!!!!!! BUT i missed it. *sobbzz* such a waste. was a bit disappointed. heee. silly.

recently met some people online who like to act close to me as though they have known me for 50 years already. freaking irritating and dumb. tmr is work again. izit still going to be so slack?? hahahaha. let's see wad will happen tmr.

2006-05-19T18:38:00.000+08:00

as can be seen...

the previous 2 posts are posted by 2 silly bums

jeanie xu weilin & amelia chan hiang ping

alwaes come my house do stupid things.

but i still love them all the same :)

this includes the rest of the hi^5 honeys too :D

2006-05-19T15:43:00.000+08:00

how deep is your love?

have you ever loved and lost somebody?

i can't help falling in love with you cos nobody wants to be lonely..

i never had a dream come through so don't phunk with my heart :)

and i did something stupid, so as to be a better man

i believe i can fly cos god must have spent a little more time on ME

so.... COME WHAT MAY!

my name is may

call me MAY!

oh it's gettin harder and harder to breathe

ahhhh...can u feel the love tonight.........

2006-05-19T15:32:00.000+08:00

Hi this is amelia's best friend

2006-05-17T14:01:00.000+08:00

boo. came back from australia last saturdae. too lazy to blog.hahah. wait till i figure out everything like how to upload pics bla bla then update ba:D bluff a lot of pple dat i will bring koala bear meat for them and they thot it'z true "_" am i really such a gd liar?? hhmm.

so be patient and wait:)

2006-04-27T23:54:00.000+08:00

exams are finally over~~!!!!! todae'z physical chem iz so different from the normal questions. haiz. juz hope those smart alecs in sch wun perform too well or else will spoil the market. nus students are juz tooOOOOOOO hardworking~!!!! bth. i will neva become someone lik that. at least not for now :D this examination week has been a long and torturing one for me. and my room, living room and bed has been a warzone all along, with all the different module notes stacked together. but lik i care. i can go and bury my singapore studies notes in the ground.

xuan and i talked about our superficiality. hahahaha. our levels of superficiality roughly the same but i tink hers higher. hahahah. she sae juz find someone who look like luo zhixiang can le -.-'' and minimum height is 1.8m. how EASY can dat be????????????????????????????????? tiao nan ren iz a tedious task. lol. oops. i sound desperate. hahahahaha. everybody iz doing the same thing aniwae. the question iz only obvious or subtle. so those subtle people... STOP PRETENDING ANYMORE. lol.

going to leave singapore tmr night. will bring back some koala bear meat for u all. so meanwhile waiting for the meat, dun mizz me too much. i know i still rock in all ur hearts :)

2006-04-22T20:17:00.000+08:00

2 papers over~~!!!!! left with singapore studies-sucks, new media- most fun out of all the modules and physical chem-open book. woo. ss haf so many readings to do. see oni i sleepy le. lol. lee mei sze will still jiayou one :D so looking forward to finishing of exams manz. going singing k with caviaaaa and huixuan straight after last paper on next thurs. and i'm going on hols to aust on the following fridae~~!! relax relax relax :) so exams please end soon...

dreamt of my primary sch crush last night. HAHAA. quite dumb but sweet though. lol. duno why will haf this kinda dream. i woke up and went back to sleep so that i can continue the dream. it really works. hahaha. but i cant remember wad happen le :)

todae got approached by those sales person. they infer i in sec 1 or 2. iz that good or iz that bad??

heehehee. i'm young.

2006-03-22T12:32:00.000+08:00

feels great going jogging yest after 2 weeks of falling sick esp when the weather iz sooo cooling. it'z a gd way to destress. i really need quite a bit of that due to all the assignments, presentations, catching up with tutorials and lectures. juz finished with watching webcast lectures. head going to explode soon so juz steal some time to complain. heee. exam'z coming & the contents iz overwhelming. so different from jc. seems lik uni squeeze all the syllabus in jc into 1 sem. wad crapz teacher sae that uni is easier than jc. pui. i dun lik to act busy bt seems lik i have to. bleahhhh.

a lot of comedies coming up during this period. gd gd. i'm desperately in need of one now. hahaha. my number one on the list is yours mine & ours. saw the thriller and it look damn funni. really need to catch up with many friends after the exams. my high^5 gang, sis saeed, kj, shifu jon, S208 esp the darling girls. i dun miss the guys. hahaha. they wun miss me oso one. hehee. it would be high time for parties and holidaes after the exams :)

whereas for now, i wun let u and all these disgusting work get me down.

2006-03-20T23:05:00.000+08:00

booooo.
juz had organic chem test todae. so damn difficult. or maybe i din study hard enough lor. so can't expect too much oso.
last saturdae was a fruitful and meaningful one :) after all the planning, the children's outing went on very successfully. all credits go to frances jiejie and rong korkor. heee. i oso duno the children are from which student care center. all of them are aged ranging from 6 to 12. For my group, all of them appeared quiet in the beginning. Den later on when we went to the goat farm, all havoc le. kids. hahah. really kids. my first time going to goatfarm oso. although suagu bt nvm la:p had fun feeding the goats cuz they will nibble at ur hands with the wheatgrass. there'z this naughty boy from my group who come and touch my face after feeding the goats. hahaha. lucky neva kena pimples.
after that went back nus with them to play games. i love this particular girl eleen frm my group. she's damn cute la. so lovable. 5 years old nia. got the sporty look. loves to luff. and her favourite song is 'baby i love u' hahaha. i duno wad song is dat bt still.... so cute :D
overall had a great time with the kids and now i realize how difficult it is to interact with children, especially those ap ones. i myself sometimes oso ap but they worse than me. bt den they kids den oso cannot geigao wif them. lol. child psychology. hhmm. something interesting. i had a hard time chasing after them too. i juz duno how they can haf the energy to run about soooooo much. i'm getting old.
being a kid iz so carefree and they oni bother abt childish matters. how i wish i can be a kid once again. heheee. if only.

2006-03-07T22:57:00.000+08:00

todae iz papa's birthdae. went to east coast park for seafood at little red house. cute name. hehee. had been years and years back since i went to east coast park with my parents. i enjoy spending time with my family. it'z time when we can talk abt anithing under the sun and for me to shoot wadever they sae. heeee.

it'z time to catch up on sch work. i'm so damn lagging behind. as i sae liao mar, i hate sch. bt still muz study. bo pian. someone come and wake me up from my dreamy mood lehhh. bt cannot be too fierce to me:p hard approach doesnt work on me:)

anyway my previous entry is not meant to be understood. and dun read too much into it too cuz it really has nth to do wif anione of u. juz a personal reflection of my life.

juz a note to my fren: pls do not try to act strong in front of anione cuz we're not kids animore. u can tell me abt wad u tink. no pretence. no apologies. juz the truth. dat'z how it shd be.

2006-02-19T21:57:00.000+08:00

memories kept on rushing back to me wherever i go. i miss them dearly. bt at the same time i hate them cuz they alwaes made me ponder upon certain things and how much truth and reality hurt. something so simple last time has become so complicated now. being a practical person, i've accepted the answers i've found. heard my frens talking about certain things and realise how ignorant they are abt the truth. maybe it'z better to be left in the dark sometimes. cuz the truth juz spoils everything beautiful.

i alwaes tink dat we shdn't change ourselves for anione unless that person could make us change for the better. i dun tink i could ever make anione change for the better. hahaaa. and i'm serious abt wad i said cuz i'm no better off myself. i've been silly enough for the past years. also duno when can i grow up. seems lik i've thrown away my pride thru those stupid acts of mine. blinded by my own temptations, dere'z no one i could and would blame except for myself. my frens haf predicted things and i'm not even sure of a certain answer. if really so, den i would just be a fool once again.

the last time that i'm going to be irrational. i've spent too much time looking back and realised how redundant that iz. becuz of dat, i've missed out too much. had thrown away things dat once belonged to me. hahaha. things seem to have returned to zero point for me again. dowana hate anione cuz that really sucks and overtime i most probably would become some cunning jian nu ren. hahahah. nono. hating someone makes u ugly. yuckz. anyway, still will jiayou~~!!!! all i need is juz a bit more time.

to my frens, please dun worry for me cuz i noe i sound quite mature in this entry. lol. juz writing down my thots. dun question me abt it ok. heheee :)

2006-02-05T01:57:00.000+08:00

piles of sch work are stacking up and i hate it. beginning to hate sch more and more. hai. this is a bad sign. dun feel like talking abt sch work la.

todae went yiki house to bainian and play mahjong. i realised dat sitting back facing the door is really a gd position and it really works. hahahaa. quite qie men. when i changed seating, my luck turned for the worse. at nite oni left with me wk and yiki's mum left to play the 3 people mahjong. there'z a lot less tiles den it'z relatively easier to zuo pai. i'm so lucky dat i manage to get qing yi se twice. i likes circles. hehehe. they look cute. dun lik wan zi. tink they look bery serious. lol. definitely learnt more about mahjong todae. hope i dun get addicted to it ba. heee. auntie is bery entertaining and cute also. hehehe. u will understand when u play mahjong wif her. she will tell u wad tiles she want one. so friendly. not lik wk, alwaes so scheming. she so encouraging somemore lor. wk must go and reflect on his actions le. played until 12 plus. feel like continuing bt den too late le. need to go home or else tmr no time to do work.

it'z time to go slp le. update when i'm free :)

2006-02-01T01:28:00.000+08:00

went back to malaysia on tues early early morning. reached my grandma house at ard 9 plus in the morning so u can imagine how early iz dat. has been quite long since i went back to celebrate chinese new year. i like the feeling of reunion from both sides of the family. unlike in singapore, i practically just rot at home or go out wif frens on such special occasions. anewae, saw all my young cousins who are damn cute la. so naive and pure. if oni everyone can be lidat hor. played blackjack with them den u can just tell from their expressions wad pts they get one. so easy to bian them. hehehe.

caught up with my cousin szehua a lot on our childhood daes. miss them so much. miss the old house dat i used to go whenever i went back to malaysia. we did dumb things. did funni things. and of course kiam pa things as well like stealing other pple's mangos from the trees, burning the leaves of pple's plants etc and some paiseh things which i'm damn paiseh to sae la. luff our heads off talking abt those stuff. in malaysia, pple put fireworks lik no one's business. their fireworks are just like the ones put in singapore where we can oni see once a year. see how strict singapore is hor.

some distant relatives oso came to visit my grandma and itz alwaes the same old things they will sae when they see u. all would look at u like u come from another planet lidat. guess many pple experience dat before ba. hahaha. returned home at ard 7 todae. so tired. so many things left to do. my wish for this coming year is to be happie everydae. sounds easy.

anewae happy lunar new year~~~~

2006-01-26T22:52:00.000+08:00

have been too busy or too lazy oso can la, so din update blog. went to simlim square with my kor last week. looked throughout the whole place bt can't find a wireless white mouse with the roller at all. can't believe it. took lots of brochures for laser printer cuz my printer died and it has gone gay long time ago. hailing muz be damn sad cuz she can't fulfil her daily objective of me borrowing her notes to zap everydae le. hmm... wad else did i do for the past week ar? poor memory. aiya... anewae now in the process of painting my house. my room looked damn girl now, pinkish purple. shd haf gotten a darker shade. so still trying to get used to it. baaa.

resolution for this semester: study harder. stay awake during lectures. do my tutorials. and meanwhile looking for my tang guo. lol.

wad a sensible girl :)

2006-01-17T00:46:00.000+08:00

this is going to be the last week of slacking studying week cuz labs and tutorials are going to start next week~~!!! sian diao~ imagine all the workload and i wana faint liao :(

anyway on a lighter note, there are lotz of scandals about haitun wor~~ hehehe. firstly, she got a crush on the s'pore studies module lecturer. she said that he look bery charming. secondly, she found someone whom she can 'mo mo shou hu'. lol. thirdly, she also damn happy cuz she has found her no.1 in our english module klaz. kids nowadays quite flirt ar. kids.

my korkor finally came back to s'pore todae after i oso duno how long la. my parents are damn happy. heheee. had dinner together. haven done that for such a long time liao. he'z going to be back for a month to celebrate cny. it'z time for talking cock session wif him. missed doing that. as usual, he tidied up the room again. he'z born tidy. i'm born messy. dat'z the difference :) wad for be so neat rite? so troublesome.

i haf a bit of cough and sore throat now. i hate that~~!!!!

p.s. the scandals abt haitun are juz jokes dat we use to entertain ourselves. hhehehe. so dun take it seriously :p

2006-01-15T22:46:00.000+08:00

baa~~ went to meet huiwen they all at town ard evening time. bt that girl haf to rush home again. nvm. next time i shall bug her for the whole dae. heheee. din get to meet up wif darling ju cuz she got sth on. nvm. next time oso :) slacked at the cafe outside cine for a while. saw ck. hahaha. scolded me for pangsehing again cuz i act busy all the time. oopz. went to 85 again. for supper. will someone bring me to somewhere else next time cuz i'm a kuku when it comes to where to go for nice supper~

after supper went for mahjong at xq's house. had to play quietly. hahaa. comical rite?? master more of the art of mahjong bt still quite lousy cuz i neva noe when i'm feeding pple tiles one. bt i still dun tink playing mahjong iz that addictive leh. duno why wk and fj's eyes will sparkle when talking about playing mahjong. paired up with fj's fren, kym to play. quite a friendly ger. she isn't dat pro. me too. so we make a good team :) got bery excited even when our tai is bery small. girls are lidat one la.

all of us got quite seh at ard 5 plus den those crazy kids still wana continue. i was forced to stand in for fj cuz that stupid girl was the first one to ko. (stupid girl is referring to fj) played until 7 lidat. really bth liao. went for prata breakfast and chao home. slp at 9 plus and woke up at 6. damn shiok. slping iz the best pastime for me. it'z gd for ur health and makes u look prettier :D

off to bed in a while's time. it'z skool again :)

2006-01-13T00:04:00.000+08:00

todae was a short dae for me. oni haf a 2-hr lect. brought tennis racket to return to my fren bt i got the dae wrong. stupid. bring to sch for nth and raining so heavily somemore. went home to replenish my beauty slp.

i haf a funni dream during my nap and i woke up luffing~!! nono. i tink i was still sleeping when i luff out loud. hehehezz. maybe i haf funni dreams when the weather is so cooling outside :D

going to catch up wif ju and duno who on sat. chill :)

2006-01-12T00:03:00.000+08:00

got early lesson at 8 tmr :( den too full so cannot slp. so juz take some time to blog. has been raining for days. although it'z cold bt duno why got the gian to go play in the rain. hehee. cute me. taoyan :D find one day which crazy soul wana go play wif me tell me k!!

i seriously hate to plan timetable. must check this check that. damn troublesome. nus staff are so lazy to plan hor. take pay so high den help pple plan mar. dun so gei gao. haha. ok i'm juz blabbering nonsense.

juz read ju's blog about watching taiwan serials. hehee. she'z right. they make girls so dumb cuz of all the fantasizing stories. muz wake up la cuz it wun come true one. let me bring u back to reality. the storyline alwaes goes lik the yandao guy would fall for the girl. bt come on la... if the girl is not pretty, u tink the yandao will fall for her mehzz?? nonono. or if the guy in the show is ugly, den no matter wad sweet things the guy do for the girl, u will still tink dat the guy bery sweet all those nonsense mehz?? most probably u will juz feel dat the guy is damn thick-skinned and irritating. am i right? hehee. admit it ba. everyone is superficial to some extent :p

if anione of u is luffing right now, den u owe me a treat :) cuz i've made ur dae!! heheee. continue luffing ba. it'z gd for health :D

2006-01-10T00:03:00.000+08:00

hmm... regarding my previous entry on who i'm scolding...

if u tink dat it'z referring to u, dun worry la. it'z not :)

and for those who tink dat i must be toking about somebody else, den u are very wrong :)

so dun anyhow infer ok. heee

2006-01-08T20:52:00.000+08:00

went to do old clothes collection for svc yest at bishan area. realise that the environment is quite nice. was not as bored as i expected. love to kajiao the seniors there. all quite approachable type mar. went to zouk for jeanie hall bash at nite. spotted two yandaos. hehee. stupid jeanie got drunk and melia oso quite high. spent half the time taking care of my dears. the music sucks. the trance music is so damn noisy and there are pple doing slow dances there. comical. left at 2 plus and went for supper. talk cock. talk serious things. rained the whole nite so oni went home in the morning. cold chilling weather~~~

haf been witnessing a lot of jian nan ren acts and cowardly acts recently. really feel like scolding their heads off. i hate it when some pple seem to talk sense sometimes bt yet they commit the exact mistake. den in the first place, no point saeing so much nonsense and making urself sound so upright. too hypocritical.

to u: girl i noe that u've been feeling really down becos of ** although u alwaes sae no. can juz sense it one. seems dat u haf become quite immuned and numb to it. dun alwaes sae u are unfeeling or u really will become someone like dat. if not shuang den juz ji tao vent all ur frustrations on him hao le. hahaa. he'z not worth all the gd treatment.

sch starting tmr~ i'm feeling sleepy liao and i infer tmr will be damn tired:(

2006-01-06T23:53:00.000+08:00

went to chill out with sister saeed yest at bugis. caught the movie king kong. nice storyline. pretty touching. bt 3 hours long. theatre is damn cold. another cinema which tink the aircon is free one. still waiting to watch narnia. heheee.

actually planned to go zouk for jeanie hall bash tmr bt got something on in the dae so dun tink i can tahan until nite. too bad. wanted to go mos see see as well since everyone is saeing until the place is damn big and fun~

darling ju finally got attached le:) heheee. was quite surprised cuz of wad she sae about guys all the time. girl although u'll be busy dating bt must leave time for us kkk:p

can't tink of wad to blog le.

bye.

2006-01-04T01:00:00.000+08:00

soundtrack from full house~ hehee. nice??? i love it :)

2006-01-03T01:44:00.000+08:00

baa~~ haf been lazy to update blog recently. paiseh lor hor~ hehee. bt den i so cute everyone confirm can forgive me one:)

on new year eve, actually planned to go countdown at esplanade bt too many pple le den we bth so went to pris's house to countdown instead. reminds me of the bbq dat we had at her house 2 years back~ love chilling at her house cuz it'z so cosy. heee. played stupid truth and dare game which occupied us thruout the nite. took lotz of dumb pics. shall upload if i noe how to. :p anewae someone make pris damn pissed off becos of his attitude and make everyone almost lose the mood to celebrate. u noe who u are. there'z no point losing ur temper over petty issues. please grow up. the limit iz there and u know it so u shd noe ur limit as well and know where to draw the line.

yr 2005 has passed pretty fast. not really sure whether it'z a gd or bad one cuz of a lot of mixed feelings~ juz hope dat yr 2006 would go on well for everyone. heheee. seems dat it has started off pretty well cuz i've got a bunch of xin fu de nu rens ard me~ feel so happie and sweet for my honey babes~ i tink their stories would make me feel sweet sweet inside the heart as well~ lol.

a new year. a new beginning~ here i come.

but............................... before that, please help me become a tidier girl~~~~~~ lalalalallalalala :p

2005-12-23T14:24:00.000+08:00

woohoo~ juz got back my results~

Principles of modern chemistry : B
Basic inorganic chemistry : B-
Introduction to cultural studies : S
General biology : B-
Calculus : B

CAP point a bit low bt den overall results not bad liao la... considering my whole sem of slacking.. heheee. all Bs. hate cultural studies cuz dun understand a bit of it at all. juz a whole loadz of rubbish. lucky can get satisfactory. or i can juz go and bang my head agst the wall liao :D next sem work harder~ :)

made a stupid mistake not too long ago and becos of this i tink my wrinkles are going to pop up soon~ if 'u' are reading this, be prepared to get a scolding from me ba, my fren. u shd've expected it coming~

hope everyone haf a romantic xmas this year :D

till then~ chaoz

2005-12-16T22:51:00.000+08:00

went for sim bash at chinablack yest~ it'z damn crowded. crowded to the extent u can't really move at all at the dance floor~ lol. saw a lot of mjcians there. itz fun when u get to see a lot of familiar faces there. din get seh at all cuz drank bery little. had my lesson from previous experience liao :) it'z fun clubbing wif my klaz girls~ too bad huiwen not onz enough.

recently haf been seeing love blossoming in the pple ard me. heeheee. feel so happi for them~ jiong muz remember to share ur story wif me when we meet up :)

hhm... seems dat love can really make someone radiant. maybe i shd go find my love too~ lol.

bt it'z hard. cuz i'm superficial. very superficial:)

2005-12-12T00:43:00.000+08:00

went to sch for svc meeting on thurs. some work to do already. need to verify the contact numbers for the companies and schools. went to chill wif tun at bugis after that. din manage to get anithing there la. maybe dun haf the shopping gian, dat'z why. we talked about interesting things and i'm amazed how she can take certain things so easily. i need to learn from her manz. hehehee. bt wad she does makes a lot of sense if u dowan urself to suffer. lol. she so experienced in this kind of area so anione who encounter love problems can go find her baaaaaa:)

went tm to shop wif mummy on sat since it'z her day off. bought a pair of earrings which she picked. quite nice leh. would be wearing it when i go out so who wana see can beo. heee. bought two tops and a jacket. still looking out for new adidas jacket. beoed a lot of lacey tops but can oni skinny people can wear. bleahhhh~

feel like buying digital cam bt den got many brands until i oso duno which one to choose. anione pro in this area come and give me some tips ba. i suck at this.

haf been waiting for something recently but it never came. hahahah. hailing we are so childish~ alwaes doing this kind of stupid things. lol. ya we shd stop playing liao hor~ heehee. so while waiting i made up my mind liao so dat i will know the next step.

to high^5: wish all of u happiness in lalalala.......... hehehehee :D

2005-12-09T01:25:00.000+08:00

went for sophia's bash at gotham penthouse last tues. the organiser had a hard time finding the place. itz damn 'crowded' dat we can find place to sit. pathetic. lol. so not fun lor~ the crowd at the dance floor oso quite bored. i got drunk and did a lot of embarrassing things in front of everyone den somemore sd there oso whom i dun really know. it'z a total embarrassment. haiz. thanks to my frens for taking care of me and tolerating the nonsense dat i kept repeating that nite~ heheee. drank damn a lot of water before i came back to my senses juz because we left the club though still a bit seh la. mustn't drink dat much again for steph's bash :) went to jeanie's hall to ton after that. half awake half sober. talked a lot abt wad we went through during this period of time. lots of updates. heavy content. hehee.

todae sudden had the urge to overcome my fear and go roller blading. maybe making use of my fear ba. went alone to haf some time wif myself and ponder over things. i overcome the hump of course with a few falls la. bt got safety gear. so everything's fine :) i duno how to stop when blading so when going down the slope, i just cannot control my direction and fell oso. hehehe. comical. i tink i looked quite pro cuz at first the person thought i dun need safety gear. hehee. i'm far far from dat la. it'z great to haf some quiet moments to urself at times :)

i realise frm all the stories dat actually ta bo are more difficult to understand than cha bo. Girls nowadays are rather straight-forward compared to guys who alwaes po po ma ma one. bth oso. Guys who are reading this, pls bear in mind not to try to test others' patience. dere'z alwaes a limit to it.

2005-12-06T00:08:00.000+08:00

had klaz bbq at ecp last sat. it'z been such a long time since we organise a big klaz outing. met up wif some of them and bought the bbq stuff at parkway before heading there. cycled until my kar neng cuz cycled all the way to the end of ecp. caught a glimpse of the sunset which iz so damn beautiful la~ too bad dun haf camera to take picture. by the time we cycled back the weak girl tio headache again. weak kid. bt of course the soon to come jokes and gossips cured her headache almost instantly. huiwen din come cuz she got her stupid dental meeting den she mizz out on a lot ror~ hehehe. mr yeo came too~ he super onz la. den the way i talk to him machiam he my fren lidat. so mei da mei xiao one. hehehe. he'z super gossipy too~ was damn excited when wk and pris held a meeting for gossiping session. lol. anewae ju and steph made soaps for the klaz pple. how sweet of them right~ bt the soap is the same smell as last time that one. hahahaha. reminds me of those times again.

ju told me certain things and this makes me confirm 2 facts. 1. nan ren dou shi huai dong xi. 2. nu ren dou shi fan jian de. hehehe. this can't be more true liao.

after bbq me ju wk and yk went for supper at parkway mac. interesting conversation :) and the conclusion: looks are impt~ hehehe.

2005-12-03T00:36:00.000+08:00

exams finally ended after 10 days of torture~ seems so short but yet so long... maybe perhaps cuz all the pple ard us has already finished their exams ba. anewae went down to sentosa costa sands resort for chalet wif the hubbers yest~ juz realise that it'z those kind of hut kind and it's damn damn small la. juz enough space for a double decker bed and a small mat on the floor. stupid shit rite. caught up with them after such a long time. tink got 3 or 4 months neva see them le. ahhaahha. ongs and sister got together liao. dat'z so shocking to all of us. bt they are really compatible. heheee~

din do much at night. wanted to take a walk along the beach bt all sae at 3am is the peak hour for ...... so no one dare to go out. all damn hum~ hehehee. played the drinking game taught by siki bt stopped after we realise that the drink got ants inside. yucks. melia got quite seh after a few sips. hahaha. she was the first one to ko. lousy tonner la~ i squeezed together wif grench to slp. can't really turn so oni had a short nap.

the morning sun was great so some of them wanted to sun tan. i played daidee wif the rest under the shade bt oso got sunburnt. sianzzz. stupid uv rays. make me look damn red now. and i got a bit of sore throat too~ tmr got klaz bbq somemore. how to survive~~~~~

anewae shall spend my week relaxing and shopping next week. oso had in mind a number of movies i wana watch. like pride and prejudice, zathura, harry potter. hehehe. who wana treat me juz msg me ok. hehe. till then.

2005-11-26T01:53:00.000+08:00

did calculus until i reach my saturation pt liao. nth else could go in. so juz blog to take some stress off. oni did 3 chapts of bio todae and realise that there'z a lot of reading to be done for cultural studies. this really sucks. i hate exams~

sometimes will unconsciously drift off to unnecessary thots which oni waste my time and energy. dun need to read too much into my words. hahaha. juz a general statement. kids who read my blog alwaes infer too much den thot wad happen. dun worry la. i'm juz talking a lot of nonsense to destress.

Sometimes i wonder. Do pple try to behave differently juz becos they wana be unique in their own ways and be different from ordinary pple? hhmm.....

2005-11-23T21:33:00.000+08:00

2 papers down this week. 3 more to go~ how how lehhhh... aiyo.

to big sister: thanks for caring so much. hehehe. dun worry abt me k. i'm totally fine :)

recently the pple ard me seem to be troubled over love matters. some not troubled la. just overwhelmed by the sweetness lor. horrr someone?? lol. kids nowadays getting more and more out of hands le. den some super gesiao. i'm amused by the excuses people will give to make themselves 'not so obvious'. hahaaaa. makes me luff my head off nia. and i enjoy shooting him a lot. stupid sophia said dat dat's becos i judge pple on their looks. hahaha. stupid girl. shall go and scold her one fine day:D

i shd slap myself hard and really get down to studying mood tmr. thot of wad to do after exams. first thing is to watch all the unwatched vcds at home and to watch full house again~~!!! it'z damn nice and rain iz damn yandao. i wana go on hols. ani kind soul wana organise everything for me so that i can just pay and go??? hehehe.....

2005-11-16T00:08:00.000+08:00

Spent my weekend mugging at home which is really boring. Had supper with hw fj n his cousins at jalan kayu after going to yishun dam. gossip lotz with my elephant niang abt the klaz. it'z alwaes nice talking to her cuz she makes me luff and feel relaxed all the time. I'll oni sae it once ar... huiwen niang~~~ i love u lotz. :) Thanks for listening and talking to me although u tink dat'z nth:D

anewae met up with jeanie and amelia yest finally after such a long long time~~ had guotiao before going to tun's house to study bt turned out to be a talking and photo-taking session. catch up alot on wad'z currently happening in our lives. lol. seems to be the same period dat we are going through. the same phases happen to us. itz so coincidental. duno wad melia and jeanie are going to do next bt me and hailing are in the b*-ing process. hehehe. guess hers would be more difficult ba.

It has been a week of mental test for me this past two weeks. I started to tink & behave in a
unreasonable manner and began to miss my way of thought in the past. So it does make a difference after all. We thought about certain things and finally made up our minds. The conclusion spells the end. Things seem to happen fast and there'z not much time to react or accept it. I am affected surely cuz i realise dat i might not be totally playing all the while and i'm only human. I guess it'z natural to feel this way. Regarding wad'z ** is tinking, i still cannot figure out. hahha... guess it'z hard to understand wad pple are tinking. Currently trying to get myself out of this mess and let things return to before.

Those who cannot figure out wad i'm talking abt, dun bother to or ask me about it. Only u all* would understand:)

2005-11-03T22:40:00.000+08:00

last week went to watch domino. the movie sucks to the core. dun really understand the plot of the story. so pple pls dun watch dat show hor~ after movie went to visit huiwen at her house. dat poor girl is sick den somemore this is the crucial period. as usual she got no voice. she looked quite radiant. lol. inferred dat she's in love. maybe with ziqing lor horrr?? hehe. hope she get well soon~

this week'z a slack week for me. got two public hols off this week. shiok. went jogging this morning. came back for a while den felt super sick. lips went white and i was so scared manz. no one at home at dat time somemore. i'm a weakling. most prob cuz it'z dat time of the month and i worked out too much. struggled for about an hour before i regain my colour. woo~

supposed to do some effective studyin todae. duno why just can't really get down to work. 17 more daes to exams and i'm still so slack. i shd slap myself 59 times manz:( den maybe i'll be more motivated to study. heheee.

was quite pissed with someone these two daes. i've neva been angry in such a long time liao. after todae perhaps i'll cool down a bit :)

2005-10-26T12:15:00.000+08:00

went for steamboat at marina bay last sat to celebrate kenneth's birthdae. my darling klaz actually planned to wait for me although i'm late for one hour plus. heee. they love me so much. so happy~ lol. anewae had a great time eating there and hearing updates from my dears~ pris is becoming more and more blessed liao. hahaa... happy for her too~ huiwen brought her cousin jiahui along who's taller than her. she'z only 13 which makes all of us seem sooooo old :( nvm la... i still look young and i'm young at heart :p

after dinner was arcade. saw project superstar derrick there. huiwen jiahui and yanping were so sooooo excited when they went to take picture with him. lol. huiwen act shy. sae dun dare stand behind him until i give her the fierce look. hehe. it'z necessary to be fierce once in a while. kids.

took lots of pic on the way home. me and kenneth acting couple and him carrying me caught the attention of many people. and they gave us the 'wah... so blessful look.' lol. really haf the urge to go tell them dat we are just ACTING couple. damn paiseh la. bt was fun though. at least the ride home is not so boring~

now not really in the mood to blog. till next time~

2005-10-20T00:06:00.000+08:00

din manage to study todae~ there goes all my studying plans~ hope tmr can accomplish wad i wana do~ feeling physically tired for the past weeks. must replenish my sleep during the weekend le. exams coming soon and this feeling of hafing to pia again really suck. it seems dat i haf just started schooling for barely 3 months and the final exams are coming le. so different from jc school system. must catch up with schoolwork during the weekend before things get out of my control. heeee:)

did my confession to my darling yest. hee. realised dat all of us pattern sama sama one. when are we ever going to change for the better? lol.

2005-10-13T23:32:00.000+08:00

juz read melia's blog den realise something...

actually there's alwaes some angel looking after us along the way... hahaha... for eg melia and jeanie... hailing and me... ju and sophia... seems dat everyone haf their own angel to look over them all the while rite:) i'm not saeing that hailing is my angel la.... so xiang hai ar... dun fly up to the sky hor... hahaha... just an analogy~ bt i tink all these pple are really impt in our lives and we must know how to treasure them~

friends are precious. family is precious. life is precious too~

lol. i'm crazy to sae all these bt duno why they just came to my mind:)

2005-10-09T20:49:00.000+08:00

it was a wonderful weekend for me~

fridae nite met up wif hw and gang go buy pris's present at town. after shopping hang around borders cafe to chill out. nth much for dat dae.

sat is the highlight man~went for windsurfing at east coast sea sports club. it'z my first time trying out. yest's wind was damn damn strong la so not really the kind of weather for practising. fell into the seawater for countless times. the taste sucks to the core. head oso kena hit by the mast twice. painful. got lots of blueblack on my arms and legs. body ache todae. my coach looks like ren xian qi. lol. quite young oso still studying at smu. quite zai ar. can be a coach at such a young age. he taught us the standard sailing position and the 180 degrees turn. bt yest was all spent on tryin to balance on the surfboard. because of my wrong posture to pull the sail up, the lower back hurts terribly todae:( went for the second course todae. he taught us upwind & tarfing and downwind & gbying. actually it's just sailing against the wind and in the wind direction. of course todae din really try out wad he teach cuz still trying to master the balancing part and 180 degrees turn. todae's weather is much better for practising.

anewae back to yest. after windsurfing had lunch with the other surfers at parkway before kelvin send me and hl to bedok. he'z quite a nice chap la. just knew him den he offered to send us back. rushed to marina square after dat. was quite late la. the singing session rocks~ everyone damn high all stand on the sofa. lol. dat's the fun thing when u sing k mar~ me steph and ju did some nasty things.hahaha.. guess oni we will know wad we did:p had dinner at swensens. went to esplanade to chill out~ huiwen drank one bottle of cranberry 5% alcoholic drink den she was quite sey liao~lol. went to walk around wif her den she kept smiling to herself and saeing dat the roads aren't straight~so hilarious lor her expression~hhehe. must zi siao her next week liao. this time's klaz outing was quite successful. almost everyone turned up. pris oso bring along zhi bin and lishan oso brought along her guy fren too~ everyone seems so sweet being in love. hehe.. feel like falling in love too:) the sad thing is dat it might be a long long time before i can see lishan again cuz she's going to aust liao. she gave each one of us a really really tight hug which was her trademark hug during schooldays. will really miss her lots man~

was in a mood swing again. perhaps not mood swing bt the behaviour of some pple ba. just dun like the feeling. back to the state where i cannot control my mood again. someone is controlling my emotions. hope i can get over it soon. so din really feel lik talking much to pple todae~

2005-09-30T01:15:00.000+08:00

todae was a break for me. heheee. no CM1101 lecture den no practical oso so heng heng can stay at home lor. this kind of break is once in a long long long while one:( anewae had my craving of nasi lemak in the morning. yummy:D gives me the energy to drag myself throughout the dae.

met up wif steph and her french klaz fren kelvin to go rock climbing at tanjong pagar. steph was so sooooo worried when i was doing belaying for her cuz this is the first time i'm doing mar. hahhaa... she was holding on to her dear life man. bt miss lee can alwaes be trusted one mar:p tried climbing according to the coloured tapes bt really no strength la. i'm too weak. heheee. kelvin saw his sec sch klazmate there and he also joined us for climbing. he sae dat i looked lik 22!!!!!! so saddening~ tink i must go and eat some pills to make me look younger le. hehehee. we actually finished climbing at 9. 3 hours passed so fast.

din go wif them for dinner cuz i rushing home to catch my 10pm hk show. heheee. wad's new rite. just finished my online CM1101 test and i oni got 18/60. this is soooo depressing. sianssss. cannot play so much le la:(

2005-09-27T22:18:00.000+08:00

too sian of looking at chem notes now so stole some time to blog. hee.

went to tun's hse to study juz now. had guotiao before dat. yummy. jeanie dun jealous. it'z really nice to the core~~!!!! heeeeee. kena blisters on both feet cuz i wore my cute ladybird slipper. not i act cute la. niang bought one. so juz wear lor.

studied a bit nia den went home liao. tmr got test.

had a sweet sweet dream last nite which will neva come true:))) isn't going to tell anione. heheheee. juz let me indulge in my own world for a while and i'll come out liao:D

2005-09-25T23:05:00.000+08:00

met up wif S208 for dinner at tm pastamania yest. had my craving for bacon aglio. but too bad i'm quite full den can't finish the whole plate. hahaha... no la... put too much chilli den puay sae dat eating dat is like going for fear factor. lol. steph joined us for a while den left liao. planning to go rock climbing with her on next thurs. bt gona plan my time wisely cuz need to go for my bio assignment as well as do my cm1101 ivle test on dat dae before going for rock climbing. it seems dat steph has really changed a lot in her looks. hahaha... shall not sae anemore in case her head gets bigger and bigger until it explode when i put a needle near her~ heeeeeee:p

ju suggested going kbox out of a sudden den yiki angela and me quite onz abt it so went at ard 9. fj brought his fren kelvin along oso. it turns out dat kelvin sings damn well la den ju and fj everytime act shy one. actually me oso la. hahaha... cuz dun really noe kelvin well mar. den to sing and dance in front of him quite paiseh one. hehee.. sang until 2 plus den went to 85 for supper. it'z a miracle dat i'm not hungry bt still ate carrot cake and satay. heeee. old habits die hard la. as i told hailing i everytime oso eat until 150% full one. :)

so it's sch again tmr. lessons starting at 8. hai. going to sleep soon.

anewae thanks to my ah puay for talking to me:) ah boy will be fine after some time one la:D

2005-09-24T00:58:00.000+08:00

super super blur todae. din noe dat sch actually starts todae until hailing msg me in the morning. got so disappointed when i noe dat haf lessons lor. planning to watch my hk series vcd one:( rushed to sch for calculus lect den practicals. lab really suck to the core la. used to like lab last time in jc bt not animore. now each session 3 hours long. sian until siao. den somemore everyone lik not doing the same thing so cannot refer to others' answers. after lab rushed to calculus tutorial klaz. so hectic rite. another bad thing is dat i missed the deadline for my bio assignment. wonder how can i ever be so blur one. kids nowdays.

2005-09-21T21:55:00.000+08:00

haven been updating for quite long cuz of the usual reason la... heheheee. lazy.

as far as i can remember la horr...... lol

3rd Sept 05
met up wif my klazmates for huiwen bdae celebration. ate at pizza hut for lunch cuz huiwen gt cravings for it. after dat went to sky garden to cut the bdae cake. quite nice ambience ar. gave her this billabong sling bag and harry potter storybook for present. she damn happie la.... shows how gd taste me and pris haf:) hope dat the present would help her to look less auntie. lol. went to k box after dat. all of us damn high during the singing session la. i was dancing away for the jolin cai's songs. heheee. den all of them kept looking at me la. make me so paiseh. kids nowadays ar.. told them not to look le they still look. no wonder they are still kids. lol. den we sang a lot of duets. quite drama one. hehee... must look into each other's eyes those kind. quite fun to sing in that manner. hahaha... wayne's voice damn loud la. even when me and pris combine power still lose to him without mic. hehee.. bt he sing not bad. such a rare time when everyone gets so high. heee...

erm..... lik cannot remember where i went after that le.... heheeeee

hhmmm.... about present life....

a few days back went to east coast park with xq wk fj to celebrate mid-autumn festival. actually not really dat fun la... just went to burn some candles den talk cock. fj's fren kelvin was talking abt his ex and the funni stories. i guess dat was the oni form of entertainment ba. the oni thing i enjoyed is the sea breeze. heeee. still remembered dat one year back me and my klazmates and jeanie were celebrating for the same festival at my house playground. hahaha... seems so recent oni bt can't deny dat time flies~

this week is my mid-semester break for school. after this break probably will come a lot of tests. i starting to dislike sch more and more. cuz it's simply too lonely le. so difficult to make frens as there's no klaz system and i'm not staying in hall. i miss jc and my klaz to the core man. looking back again and tinking abt how gd the past is. hahaha... it'z a vicious cycle. din used to treasure the moment last time though. hope dat uni days can get better ba.

been feeling quite low again. duno why oso. mood swing?? i'm not too sure too. it'z been quite long since the last time i'm happie liao. so when is my old life coming back to me? i wonder and wonder.

2005-08-28T19:18:00.000+08:00

attended aikido training on last fridae wif clara. learnt one hand lock bt i alwaes cannot master the steps. lol. alwaes get my orientation wrong. there'z oni one senior who looks yandao FROM FAR. hehee.... bt den he quite sat keh cuz black belt. :D

was psychoed and fell for the reverse psychology trick by my seniors to go for the dinner and dance. stupid clara and roy oso saboed me during lunch and try to make me the scapegoat. evilll pple. lol. in the end still went for it cuz we too soft-hearted liao. can't bear to see the seniors so disappointed. it'z at orchid country club. actually not really a formal event. everyone dressed up in different themes. frances wore the chinese princess gege look den she looked so funni when she walked cuz she scared the thing she wore on the head will drop. hehe... look so stiff. wee tong dressed up as a monk. and there'z lots of arabian pretty girls ard cuz dat'z supposed to be the main theme for the event. the event was quite bored la. m5 was yandao f2 was chio. heheee. weikin got the mr stylish. not bad la hor. at least won something. he was dressed up in this gothnic look. wore black eye shadow and dark red lipstick. looked quite scary.

after the dinner we went to the lounge upstairs. was the first group to reach and slacked for some time before dancing. the music and dj suck. realise dat they played the songs all from the same cd. and the cd came out 4 or 5 years ago. how lousy. vodka with soda suck too. so i kept on koping pple's drink. hehe... tried to play zhong ji mi ma to get rid of the drink bt in the end i still lost. so not much diff. left at ard 12 plus cuz quite sian diao.

todae tried to get some work done bt too bad. will try again later. chaozzzzzzz.

2005-08-21T23:39:00.000+08:00

sooooo it wasn't a shopping after all. lol. huiwen they all planned to gif me a birthdae surprise and i kinda guessed dat before i reach cuz all of them lik so gan cheong dat i go there late lidat. den make me so scared cuz duno wad tricks are they up to. den still got wad guest of honour. so judith asked mond to come oso la. aiyooo. a bit awkward cuz he lik quite extra ar. lol. bt overall can still talk in my normal talk cock tone la. heheeez.

after dat was juz pure aimless walking ard taka. huiwen they all bought a oreo cheese cake for me and weekeat. huiwen was sooooo hungry dat we juz went to some corner near the lift to blow candles. lol. first time dat i actually celebrate birthdae at such a 'unique' or rather weird and paiseh place. hahahahhah. pple walking to and fro den the birthdae song sung was worse than the jialiang dat time we sing one. lol. dat'z retribution for me luffing too much at him. we had to leave dat place quick cuz the security guard kept staring at us. he muz be tinking dat this bunch of weird kids are mad to cut the cake at this kinda ulu place. heheee. huiwen sound sooooo excited dat it feels more lik her birthdae. heheee. they gave me this jacket from u2 as present. itz look sooo formal. wonder how am i going to wear to sch. hehee.

found a place at taka foodcourt basement to eat the cake. after dat was pool. no new prog liao la. played for a while nia den pris hw and mond left first. still as shy as ever. bt considered quite onz liao cuz all of us lik totally different clique from him one. heheee. lucky got huiwen around to entertain him wif her nonsense. lol. so went for dinner wif wk cl xq fj yp at nydc. had posh spice. not bad too bt towards the end oso quite sick of the food cuz the baked rice is filled wif mayonaise. din eat any desserts cuz everyone was full and the guys had to book into camp liao. fj and xq leaving for brunei and indonesia respectively ltr at 4am. poor guys. heheee. i would be in my dreams at dat time:D

and so it'z sch againnnnn tmr. sianz. tutorials and labs oso starting liao. even more sianz.

2005-08-21T03:35:00.000+08:00

lessons ended at 12 yest bt decided to join the aikido welcome tea... so mug wif clara at the central library... looks lik quite a nice place over there. shall go and explore and slack my time off there next time. lol. after the welcome tea, found dat it'z rather fun la.. they will teach u a lot of defence skills like the millions of ways to lock the arm bla blaaaa. most probably shd be joining dat oso. bt the training days suck cuz they take away my short dayssssssssssss.

todae woke up early in the morning accompany my parents for prata at i oso duno where. den did some grocery shopping like some auntie. heheeeee. tried to do some studying bt my concentration span oni lasted for ard 1/2 hour. pathetic.

reached orchard at 6 and i'm the first one to reach. in the end oni got 5 pple from my og turning up for the bash. sianzzz. at first so many pple sae wana go den in the end all ps. kids. lol. so left wif me clara chuanwen junjie and roy. the onnnnzzzz pple. lol. ate at taka basement food court. i'm surprised dat i can't finish the jap noodles. duno why got no appetite for the dae. normally after eating the jap noodles i will feel as if i din eat anithing. lol.

reached cb at 7 plus. saw the project superstar silver there. she looks bery pretty and sweet. anewae the pageant preview oni got some catwalk stuff and ended rather quickly. poor wei kin got no one to support him except for us so all of us voted for him lor bt in the end cannot beat another yandao. heheheee. there was quite a number of performance done by a drag queen. he'z hot and girlyyyyy. lol. spent most of the time slacking ard at the bar and taking photos. all of them like to zisiao me abt my height. kids. as if they bery tall lidat. youngsters. oni started dancing when the music are dancable. hehehe... iz there such a word?? left at ard 12 and went to this 24hour kopitiam at youth park for supper. din noe dat there'z such a place until todae although i worked at orchard for half a year. suagu kia.... talked cock a lot and realise dat the world is really small cuz everyone seem to know everyone in one way or another. reached home at ard 2 plus. and i'm hungry now. heheeeee.

tmr iz shopping day wif darling 208 pple.. going to orchard again. sianz. wonder how am i going to find time to study. aiyooooo.

2005-08-17T23:24:00.000+08:00

went for kendo welcome tea on monday wif clara. went wif the intention of just playing la. lol. they actually let us haf a trial lesson. had a gd time hitting pple wif the wooden stick. heheheee. din realise datz there'z quite a lot of formalities for kendo. the coach is an ang moh. so contradicting when kendo is a japanese kind of practice. heheee. the shield itself is actually $400++ lehh~~!!!! gesiao. going for akiko welcome tea this coming fridae too~ hehehe... for fun too:D

was a gd girl on tues cuz i actually mug in the sci lib alone after my one and oni lecture. tmr'z lect would be on webcast so most probably wun be going sch so it'z finally my free day~~!!!! weeeeeee~~~~!!!!!!

2005-08-14T23:49:00.000+08:00

went bowling wif my klaz pple yest... sudden haf this thing for bowling cuz i wana brush up on my skills... lol. really quite sian diao cuz i kena the long kau for countless times before the ball finally hit one pin... so it'z gona be one of my fav pastime from now on. heeheeeee.

todae met up wif melia in the early afternoon to pass her the black skirt for her banquet. oni managed to catch up a bit cuz both of us need to go off. fun seeing her new image... lol. her specs and green beads necklace make her look so retro and cute. hahaaa... her taste SEEMS to be getting beta bt she still tink dat jeremy heng is yandao. hai. bth. my crush is soooooo much cuter and yandao lor. heheeee..

met up wif my og pple during the evening to go nydc cuz we won this $30 voucher during the camp itself. went to the branch at wheelock place. asked wei kin to choose one mudpie for me cuz there'z really toooooo many choices there liao. he chose jedi mudster for me. at first eat still feel quite shiok bt when reaching the end really bth liao. it'z too sweet liao den a bit sick of the taste. neva thot dat i will feel this way towards desserts. my all-time favourites lehhh. lol. took lots of dumb photos again. hahaha.... got act gay one, act couple one, den got them feeding one another, got those jie wei kind oso if u get wad i mean. lol. damn funni la. in the end the $30 voucher is oni enough for us to pay the service charge. how sad rite. aiyo.

too paiseh to occupy the big space there for too long so we decide to move to somewhere else. stood in the middle of the streets for quite a while before we decide to settle our butts at starbucks coffee. tried my best to tell them the muah chee and stone joke bt was unsuccessful. lol. it'z ok la. at least they tried to pretend to luff at my jokes. lol. lidat i contented liao. cheap thrill. heheheee. tracy was the one who would be bery shy to tell her joke if everyone stare at her. haha... how cute. she oso luffed before telling her jokes. so much like amelia chan hiang ping. lol. so the whole time was spent there listening to those kinda jokes. a lot of them sae i got the cheeky look lik alwaes hafing something up my sleeves, dat'z why alwaes lik to ka jiao me. kids. still sae i got the easy-to-bully look. walauuuu. kids again. lol. cannot stay out for too late cuz tmr got klaz at 8am. siannnnnnn diaoooooooo. that means dat i need to wake up at 6 and squeeze wif others on the train and bus:( i guess i would be falling asleep during lecture tmr la. going to go for the kendo training wif clara weikin and jun jie after klaz. go for fun nia. hehee. so i'll be damn shagged tmr. lucky tues got no lesson. chao liao la.

monday blues ahead.................................................................................................................................

2005-08-10T01:26:00.000+08:00

met up with klaz ppl. went k box and wee keat showed me a number of card tricks. seem lik a lot of pple are into magic tricks now. lol. went to beo fireworks at the tamp carnival at night. spotted him and his frens there. realise dat it'z gone liao. dat's gd. for me. hehee.. den dinner at pastamania. xq treated me. haha... lucky hor. nth much. chaoz home after dat cuz i'm going to haf lessons 8.5 hours later.

byeeeeeeeeeee.

2005-08-08T00:50:00.000+08:00

finally i'm back from my science orientation week camp~!! really glad dat i went for the camp cuz made a lot of new frens~ it was a 9-day orientation week starting from 28th July 05. at first thot it'z damn long bt everything passes in a flash and now it'z over and i miss all my og frens:))

28th July 05
first day of sow camp. my og is called spiderman and our ogls are tracy jasmine frances and timothy. nth new as alwaes. ice breakers lik ouch obi obi, diu diu diu game, who wad how game etc. after dat was some station games outdoor.the dirty flour game and etc. den attended this cors course which teaches us on module bidding which really suck big time cuz it'z really troublesome. u haf to plan ur timetable such dat it doesn't clash with other lectures and exam dates. den there'z oso the possibility of not getting the module dat u want if u get outbidded by others or not enough points to bid for the modules. sucks rite. bt thank goodness i'm finished with all my modules bidding and i haf a free day-tuesday. hope dat there'z no tutorial for dat dae~ anewae after the course was some secret pal prog. we are supposed to be blindfolded and brought to meet someone of the opp sex from the other og. my secret pal bery ang moh one and the oni show he watches is channel news asia. how interesting. and wad's worse, we still haf to write a letter to our secret pal. aiyo. after secret pal was speed dating. we will get to talk to pple from our buddy og bt each person oni limit to abt 2 ins. so everything was in such a rush for dat game. after dat was washing up. cuz the public toilets with showers are limited in sch, we haf to bath in toilet cubicles with the most basic tools. pails and scoop. pathetic hor. sch so big bt oni 11 public toilets with showers. so bo pian lor. it'z supposed to be movie marathon after dat bt all of us were too tired for dat. so lights out.

29th July 05
had our inter bugy game with our buddy og kung fu hustle. was sunburnt after dat. was fright nite at 9 plus. it'z quite interesting cuz the seniors really made the places look haunted and the eerie atmosphere is there. we are supposed to go on a one guy one girl team. den we will be leaded to this place. there will be someone standing outside to tell us the 'story' behind the place. we went to three places. the house. the toilet. den the altar. i scream for all 3 places. useless. waited damn long for the 3rd place. and so we sat outside and talked abt my bf jay edison bla bla and lots of cock. lol. fright nite ended at ard 11 plus. quite early ar. for something some eerie. went for supper at nuh later. nth much. lights out.

30th July 05
had our inter-house games. rained quite heavily so din get to play all the games. learnt our faculty cheers and went home liaos.

1st Aug 05
went for freshmen inauguration ceremony. we haf to read formal and it'z damn damn bored. shdn't haf went for it. the oni good thing iz dat we get the file which LOOKS nice oni. not practical. had a terrible headache after dat. thanks to tracy for her panadol dat i recover quite fast. went for dinner at clementi coffee shop. and it'z ktv after dat~!!! din get to sing a lot cuz we went as a big group mar. it'z damn fun and kenny'z expressions are damn funni cuz he shows so many emotions when he sings. lol. den timo and roy sings so well bt they act cannot sing. aiyo. all so modest den lik to act so much. kids nowadays. actually intended to stay in sch for dat dae bt was told to rest at home cuz of my headache:)

2nd Aug 05
flag dae at city hall. reached city hall control at 7.15am. siong ar. so early there. bt jasmine was there at 6am. even more siong. ogl haf a hard life la. wad to do. set off wif yili jessie and roy to suntec city. by then other flaggers were already there so we can't really get a good position la. din really put in all my efforts for flag so oni get half a can for the whole day. did flagging from 7 plus to 6 plus. bt officially stopped at 3 plus. damn tired la. there was one old lady who came up to us and asked whether she can donate. den she took out one $50 note. we were damn damn shocked lor. some pple kiam until coins oso dowan donate den this lady donate so much. woo. went for dinner at maxwell hawker centre. tried out yu bian mee hoon and hum chee pang as recommended by junjie. was really nice and during the dinner found out dat kenny is a quite gu niang actually. lol. actually the guys in my og all quite metro one. they know abt skin products more than me and when i wanted to take photo of them, they sae must tell them beforehand so they can look their best. lol.

3rd Aug 05
secret pal and speed dating again. night games at nite. was playing some game related to infernal affairs. was the first team to find out the place of transaction. bt too bad not prizes. hehee. went to fong seng for supper dat night. was really a long long walk and all of us were so tired... tried milo dinosaur for the first time and stupid wei kin kept commenting on how suagu i am.

4th Aug 05
supposed to go sentosa for some war games. took the bus there bt too bad rained too heavily. again. so sentosa outing cancelled and we went for our og outing~! went to marina square for bowling and arcade. there are a lot of new shops there. a new place for me to explore and hang out at next time. my bowling skills really suck to the core. cuz the ball alwaes go into the long kau all the time. paiseh myself oni. lol. so gona train liaos. hehee. after bowling was arcade. saw tay ping hui and joanne peh there. he playing the drum thing. looks quite pro bt seem lik not much pple paying attention to him oso la. they seem more interested in the games. i challenge timothy to time crisis and some fighting game. the result is obvious. gona train more too. lol. the pros there can just use one token and play for half the day there. my bishi bashi skills sux too. alwaes so slow. spent a lot of time in the arcade before we went to hans for dinner. it had to be a budget meal cuz everyone spend all their money on arcade liaos. timothy had 2 servings of dinner and after dat still wana eat ice cream bt still so skinny. envy.

5th Aug 05
reached sch at ard 11 plus to prepare and plan for talent night. kenny was damn excited abt the whole thing. it'z supposed to be a drag show. of course i reserve the easiest to act character which is just to escort the 'girls' down the stairs in the LT. heheee. i had fun ka jiaoing the guys when doing make-up for them. lucky they din take revenge on me after dat. heheee. the show is damn funni. i couldnt really understand most of the other shows cuz the storyline a bit blur. after talent night was sp dinner. we had dinner at the science canteen of course la. lol. nowhere romantic. bt a lot of efforts were put into making it a romantic ambience. the tables were laid with red table cloth and there are flower petals and candle on the table. bue pai la hor. i sat wif sherilyn and clara and we took lots of stupid pics while waiting for our sp to come. i ended up talking more to their sp cuz my sp iz really quiet guy. looks quite nerd too. hahaa... oops i shdn't talk bad abt others la. cuz i might look nerd and auntie too. lol. there are of course silent breaks in between dinner and i bth and luff. was relieved when the whole thing was finally over. went for supper at nuh. quite a miracle dat i'm not feeling hungry. had been trying to get into the mood of eating by beoing others eat bt the feeling din come. hehee. played zhong ji mi ma 2 times nia den kena scolding liao cuz we made too much noise. so ended the game and went back to tutorial room. played bluff using 4 decks of cards. so it'z a game of eternity. play until 5 plus den wanted to go wash my face to refresh a bit before continuing another game of bluff. bt by the time me and clara came back, everyone preparing to go slp le. sianz. so jus had a short nap before waking up at 7. sux.

6th Aug 05
it'z the long awaited rag and flag day~ it'z an event whereby many pple put a lot of efforts into. hailing took part in the rag dance part too~ something lik chingay la. stood under the sun from 9 to 2 plus. really sux. the props and costumes were nicely made by almost every faculties and halls. we won the centennial chancellor (dunowhether spelling correct or not la) , centennial dance award, most collection for flag dae and duno wad collection award la. it has been 17 years since sci fac won the centennial chancellor award so many seniors teared when it was announced. quite a touching scene la. waited ard for quite long before we took a faculty photo wif the float. oni helped out a bit bt it'z better than none rite. lol. buffet was available after dat. ate lunch and went home cuz everyone too shagged to go for og outing le. finally it'z the end of camp. so long bt yet so short. i miss my og frens~

spiderman roxx~!!!!!!!!

2005-07-26T00:33:00.000+08:00

time for some weekly recaps....................

21st July 05
tried to reach work on time bt as usual i dilly dally and fail. lol. nth much happened on my last day at work la... just had lunch at jack's place and took lots of polarid pics again~ after work chiong down to esplanade for some great treats~~ woohoo~~ met up with my S208 honey babes for dinner at baker's inn. the scenery from our seats simply rocks to the core manz~~!! nt forgetting dat the sea breeze rocks too~ itz has been soooooo long ever since the girls from my klaz all turn up manz~ has been great catching up with them esp under the company of such nice and romantic ambience. pple present: steph ju pris huiwen yanping lishan and me~~~~ we talked cock and laughed so loudly dat i'm sure the pple there surely hate us for spoiling the romantic mood there~~~ heheheee. and i tink the waitress hate us for taking trillions of years to decide on wad to eat oso~~ lol. chill till close to 10 den steph went off with jimmy whereas the rest of us went home~ great dae:)

22nd July 05
met up with starhubbers at nite for dinner~ jeff and sherbehz gave me a converse bag~ rocks~ gam xias a trillion to them too~ ate nasi lemak at qi ji den chill at breko cafe~ they kept persuading me abt one pt which prove itself to be true in the end~ just hope things doesn't get too awkward in the future~

24th July 05
met up wif hailing huiting and huiilng in the morning to go kbox~ my favourite hangout place~ lol. din really get to drag for long cuz the k box person kept staring at us~ damn kiam la~ heeee. after dat was window shopping wif huiting and huiling cuz haitun elope wif aloy~ den pool. my pool skills deprove until bery jialat man~ no feel of victory on dat dae at all~ met up wif my parents later on for some crystal jade treats~ wooo~~ the food was quite nice~ a bit oily though~ did some grocery shopping at cold storage wif my mum~ enjoy doing dat everytime:D

25th July 05
went to nus todae for some chemistry major talk~ nth much too. later on went wif hailing to ju and sop hostel and slack~ to tink dat the four of us actually fell asleep while talking~ lol. guess everyone was too tired~ their room was quite well decorated la~ din sound as bad as they made it out to be~ left their place at ard 4 plus. the trip home was a tiring one~ duno why. btw got selected for the science orientation week thingy so i'm gonnaa be quite busy from this thurs onwards. it'z all the way until 6th Aug. damn long ar~ wonder how it would turn out to be. tmr going nus again for matriculation. seems lik i oni haf wednesday left to officially slack. realise dat the uni adminstration stuff are really troublesome. we would haf to read carefully all the instructions and take note of ani deadlines, bid for modules and constantly check our emails and noticeboards~ sooooooooo troublesome~ so unlik jc life~ guess i will slowly get used to it ba~ bt still i dread the long and slow trip to nus~ to tink dat i haf to travel there almost everyday gives me a headache:(

was quite harsh to my mum just now~ duno wad'z wrong wif me oso. would feel so bad after i cool down everytime~ when will i grow up???????????????????????????????????????????? argh~

2005-07-20T23:56:00.000+08:00

so the day has finally come~ tmr is my last dae at work~ heeheeee:) happy and weird at the same time. happie cuz dat's the end of my boring work. weird cuz waking up early every morning and dragging my feet to office talk cock sing song and do boring work has become a daily routine for me these past few months and den a sudden change comes along. of course feel weird la.lol. no more access to dat building anymore after tmr~ so shall try to reach office on time tmr:)

took the english qualifying test at nus todae~ i'm really such a blur cock lor... left house without bring my pencil case along~ lucky dat i found out early den rush home and walk super fast to mrt control. bt still reach nus on time. heeeheee~~ there are 2 sections to the paper. section A is abt the correct grammar usage and stuff. section B is essay writing. they oso gave some passages for us to generate ideas so not dat jialat la. bt i heard from the seniors there dat the markers would oni select some pple to pass them den they would fail the rest. if dat'z the case, wad's the point of taking it manz? act pro ar??? aiyo.... cannot understand.

oh yar... since all of us are leaving starhub liao den there'z new replacements for us~ they are so so so different from us lor~ office has become a quiet place unlike the past. full of shouts and high pitch voice~ me littlele girl and wuiern agree dat the new pple are all bery weird indeed. lol. esp my understudy. he seem so solemn dat i can't seem to talk to him abt anithing else other than work. he dun even smile lor. bue friendly. so i oso duno how to communicate wif him. hahahaha~ wonder wad weird things he would do tmr~ let's see manz:p

meeting up wif pris ju steph and hw for dinner tmr~ yays~ it'z been such a long time since my class girls really get together to play~ and dinner wif starhub darlings at casurina's prata cuz dat'z wad i'm craving for all along~ my k box sessions wif huiting and ah hai is coming soon too~~ heeheeee~~~ rocks~

2005-07-17T00:03:00.000+08:00

has been soooo soooo long since i updated my blog hor~~~ has been either too lazy or tired this past 2 weeks so shall once and for all quench pple's thirst for reading my blog :)

last wed was spent busy buying melia's present with my starhub babes during lunch break... we manage to gather 19 green things for her berfdae~~~ lol~~ gt reminded of my 17th berfdae cuz my mj frens oso got all purple stuff for me~ anewae it was really speed shopping cuz we had to finish buying the presents before melia come meet us for lunch. bought lots of stuff from bugis street... there are so many new shops there man... shd be a shopping heaven for me next time:D later on at night we went to fish and co at the glasshouse for our dinner~ dinner totally rox man with glench's recommendation:sword fish~ and seafood platter~~ woo~~~~ ohhh and we saw utt there too~~~ manage to take a group pic with him... melia iz the real lucky one manz.... utt took a solo pic wif her and both of them were wearing the same colour shirt~ green~~~~ he hug her until damn tight lorrrr.... hehehehzz..... jealous~~~~~~!!!!!!!!! dat stupid girl sae wana put as her friendster pic~~~~ hahahaha.... to show off~~~~ bleah~~~~~~~ in the end the live band there din manage to sing the song dat we dedicate for tele~~~ 'tell laura i love her' aka 'pom pom pom pom'. lol.... guess oni starhub dars would understand:D took lots of dumb pics~~ eg glench sitting beside sister den me and ongs staring at her with jealously burning in our eyes~~~ and acting as the bahh gaeeee family~ lol. and etc.... too bad the photos haf not yet been uploaded bt shall wait patiently~

celebrated melia's birthdae AGAIN on thursday which is the actual day with my hi^5 dars~ too bad sophia got tuition den she can't make it. met up at bugis and decide damn long before we settle our butts down at ajisen ramen~ din eat volcano ramen or else my mouth would rot due to the overwhelming spiciness~ tomato one wasn't a bad choice~ din really go aniwhere to tok cock after dat~ guess all of us were too tired to chill out after that:)

yest was a sad day for starhub babes~ cuz it's their last day working at starhub~ i will be working one more week cuz sch starts earlier for them~ gonna be the last time dat we can go for slacking sessions at the pantry and toilet~ bitching abt the different pple in the office and teasing each other abt the other temps eg kim moh, cute girl, jerry......... lol. itz gonna be so damn quiet next week man...without glench and melia slamming the phone and scolding+complaining about their smelly indian customers or cheena poker or some cheapo kias~ no more seekee ongs glench and melia to play stupid games with sister and enjoying the entertainment lik the song game and bla bla..... they really brighten up my life at starhub manz... with all their jokes and stunts~ going to miss them damn a lot:( din expect to be so close to them when i first came in to work bt after all the outings and chalet it's a different story liao~ anewae went to cafe cartel for our lunch wif da lynn and wendy~ the service is damn slow there la... so we ended up hafing lunch for more than 2 hours~ heheee:) the afternoon was spent taking lots of pics and they oso got quite busy probably cuz they are handing over their workload to the new colleagues~ the new colleagues seem quite lik a different bunch. guess they would be so much quieter and work would get really bored. lucky dat i oni haf to survive one week for dat man~ baos oso came back to visit us after her hk trip~ it took quite a while for the girls to finish packing their stuff on their table~ melia had sooooo much to bring home lor... the soft toys dat she brought to office took up a large portion of her luggage back home~ lol. her 11 toys plus her cushion~ heheee. they really look as if they are moving house man... so this drags on until abt 7 before we can set off for our plans~

went to hotel 81 to check in with my darlings to put our stuff~ dun xiang wai wai although it'z a sleezy place~ lol. chose dat place cuz of the low price nia~ heee... took quite a lot time to prepare and slack before going to chinablack. left the hotel at abt 9 and we were lucky cuz the queue wasn't really long~ thot we had to wait for damn long cuz the admission's free. met up with joyce and her bf there. dat place's full of reserved seats bt we neva really care dat much... just sat down at one table and hid the reserved sign on the floor~ lol. glench and ck's idea. bt the waiter noticed it anewae and put it back. lol. his eyes damn sharp la. so dark oso can see~ hehehe... drank a bit before we went to dance~ was the first group to start the ball rolling on the dance floor cuz of sister and glench's enthusiasm.lol. jeff'z oso damn high and was dancing ard the group in a circle~ hehee.... totally different him at chionging and at work man~ wasn't too long before we went to the podium and display our dancing skills~ hehehe... glench's moves damn seductive and hot la~~~~ heheheh... guess everyone would get high under dat kind of music and lights la... had a good time screaming out lungs out and 'exercising' manz... ongs and glench perspiring lik mad~ they dance until too hiong liao la... lol. there were so many pple squeezing on the podium esp this fat guy~ walauuu... den ck went to xie wif him and squeeze him out of the way~~~ yay... we won~~~~~~~ heheheheheeeeeeeee. a lotttttt of pple stepped on the blister on my feet. wahhh.... sucks man. painful. left at ard one plus cuz the music really sucks. while waiting for sister and jeff to withdraw money we sat on the pavement of pacific plaza. got two groups of pple side us... both oso drunk den the girl drunk until she totally cannot walk man... vomit beside us while we eating our mcnuggets~~ walau~~~ disgusting~ all of us were too tired and lazy so we abandon the intial plan of going to geylang for our durian cravings~ actually oni me sister ongs and seekee's cravings la... lol.. the rest were soooo against it manz~ aiya they duno wad'z they are missing out la~ heheheee

took cab back to the hotel den me and melia were zi siaoing sister on the way back saeing dat he shd be responsible for us since he'z bring us back to the hotel... purposely sae dat in front of the cab driver bt he lik no reaction one lehhh... hahahaha.... maybe he'z just pretending~ lol. ohhh anewae when we are in the same lift as this little girl abt 12 or 13 wif her mother. den glench sae her stomach damn damn big and it doesn't look lik she's dat fat. hahahaha... of course we started infering whether she's pregnant or not. lik as if it'z our business lidat. hahaha... old habits cannot be changed la... all kpo kpo kias~ all our bodies and hair all reek of smoke smell so all took turns to bath while the rest take a nap first. all finished bathing oni at ard 4 den it'z time for gifts exchange time~~!! all of us stayed up the night before to finish making our gifts~ all made wif love and patience man~ hehehe... i made egg tarts for them. melia made door signs with our names on it. ongs made a toy dog wif face towels and wrote a note for each and everyone of us. seekee made a photo frame with our pics on it and wrote notes for us as well. sister made a test tube wif our names in it plus his collection of macdonald's bears. glench gave us cup each reasons why she loves us written on the cup and it's different for different pple~ awwww.... so sweet rite~ everyone spent so much efforts on these presents~~~ really touched manzz~~ feel so sweet and sad at the same time when i read those messages juz now~ :) took lots of polaroid pics too and they turn out to be nice too~ the colour quality bue pai~ quite stress to take polariod pics cuz we cannot blink or else the film would be wasted liao~ hehehe... it was 5 plus already when we finally pom on the bed. all tired liao~ tired from staying up till too late the night before. lol. we all squeeze on the bed. as ongs sae, so wen xin~ hehehee. waked up twice at 8 plus and 10 plus~ seem so difficult to sleep. and the aircon is cold until bth~ poor me haf to sleep beside khui khui cuz melia is beside me~ hahahah.... my nose is polluted by her liao~~~

checked out at ard 12 plus and had our lunch at this yun tun noodle shop at duno which place dat sister brought us to~ after dat went to some nearby food court to settle the money matters~ and of course took more group pics for remembrance~ realise dat we haf to have some skills when taking polaroid pics cuz of the distance problem~ parted at dobby gaunt control cuz seekee and ongs had to cheong for their tuition while glench is taking the train in the other direction~ exchange hugs and it feels so sad esp at that moment~ shall turn up for every outing next time manz~ it'z a promise manz~

yest kinda marks the end of a wonderful chapter in my life~ enjoyed this 6 months wif my starhub babes cuz they brought so much fun and laughter to me~ they are my motivation to drag myself to work everydae~ haf oso understood true friendship thru this time wif them~hehehe.... surely gonaa miss this bunch of babes..... love them deep deep manz:)

2005-07-03T00:33:00.000+08:00

watched inidiat d wif the starhub peeps on wed. it has a rather nice plot bt the ending was bad. jay looked so fake when he cry~~ lol. edison is yandao~~ yu wen le oni had one set of clothing throughout the show~

todae is the day for another starhub outing~ went to glench house for steamboat. met up to go supermarket at junction 8 for ingredients before dat. bought loadz of food~ yummy~~~ had a sumptuous dinner~ ck was bery pro at cooking~ thanks to her for our yummy dinner:) glench's house is damnn nice too~ nice ambience nice furniture. she had one pic which is damn funni too~ makes everyone luff everytime we look at it~hehehezzzz. so as usual took lots of pics played uno stacko and sing karaoke at her house. the mtv really sux la... totally no link at all bt the best ting is dat the vcd can store thousands of songs~ rocks man!!!! had a great time teasing ongs and glench's bro joshua~ wad'z new. lol.

going for k box tmr.

rocks.

2005-06-26T23:26:00.000+08:00

went to ktv partyworld on wed wif my colleagues cuz of shanling's special request. went for a while den chao liao. the songs there not bad quite updated ones... they even got those really old oldies manz~ for eg pj duncan eternal love and 'how dript is ur dlove'. lol. sister and melia's favourite~ den yest is dua tou's birthdae and boon's last day~ so went to marina eat steamboat~ wooo~~~~ shiok~~~~ me and ongs were competing away and asking them to judge who cook better. hehehezzz... the egg fried rice dat we cooked looked quite disgusting bt nice boons still entertain us by eating a bit~ hahaha... u rock bro~ duno whether is we eat too little or we take too much food, there'z really a lot of leftovers... aiyo... waste food~ tai bu ying gai le*shakes head* kids. ck and glench oso came to join us later on. stayed around there to talk cock take pics and play arcade... esp our favourite photohunt~~!!! guess everyone loves dat game ba... din get to play bishi bashi cuz need to rush for the last train home... me and ongs were quite heng dat we really caught the last train from marina bay~ ran lik siao. ^_^ ongs got off at raffles den she came running back again~~ hahaha... cuz she thot she alight at the wrong stop~ damn gan cheong la this girl~~ lol. maybe dat' s wad make her so interesting and funni~ reached home at 12 plus... tio meh of course. bt overall was fun hafing steamboat wif them~ rocks man~

todae met up wif kj to catch up wif him. watched mr & mrs smith. quite a comedy and great beoing session. both brad pitt and angelina jolie are soOOOOooo hot~~~~~ bt the last part of the show was rather fake la... haha... watch it for urselves ba... oso went ard to look for kj's bro gift cuz he'z going overseas to study. enjoyed talking cock and jc life wif him. leads me to tink abt the fun dat we had in sch. can't believe dat i would actually miss lectures and tutorials. bt i miss the frens dat we used to see everyday last time~ although we do not really noe those sch mates bt more or less would feel dat sense of connection there when u see them ard. going uni is juz lik entering another phase of life. get to noe new people and going to a totally unfamiliar environment is a challenge dat we haf to take up. wonder how life will be next time*_*

pondering session...
sometimes u may just noe a person for a short period of time bt when u look at the way she/he does things or treats others, u can actually feel how true dat person is and of course the sincerity within. as compared to others whom u might regard as ur 'good' fren instead might not be dat true to u after all. i believe dat many a times we would meet lots of pple putting up a fake front and it makes u wonder wad his/her intentions really are. it'z tiring when we face these pple cuz of the constant doubt. and to deal wif these pple we put on a fake front too, ironically. lol. dat'z so dumb~ bt wad to do. we still do dat all the time :)

2005-06-18T23:42:00.000+08:00

yest and todae rocks man~

17th June 05
was supposed to eat cartel for lunch bt too bad it rained. bt it's ok cuz we carried on the plan of having mango ice at ice monster ard bugis. ong behs suggest one... lol... she was damn excited to intro us to this place lor. den we purposely tell her dat the dessert is ok oni la... hahhaz:p and so we talk cock and sing song for a while. of course not forgetting taking photos~ fav pastime~ walked to pool junction after dat... while waiting for pool table we went to play photohunt. seems lik everyone plays dat. saw amelia's favourite roadshow guy 'roy' there~ hahaha... glench and teletubby both bery excited la... tink they love him la. lol. bt in the end din play pool cuz the queue was really long~

18th June 05
met up wif sister ongs baos melie to go east coast park kayak. i was the earliest to reach~ kids nowadays alwaes late as usual. lol. supposed to meet at one bt we end up kayaking at 3 plus... no more double kayaks were available so we all went on singles. baos and ongs and sister bery pro and sporty. they kayak bery fast. can infer dat they alwaes exercise regularly. not like me and tele alwaes lagging behind or complaining dat we are tired~ haha... we kayak to bedok jetty there. a long yet short journey~ haha... arms feel so tired~ luckily we oni book the kayaks for 2 hours. they even suggested kayaking 4 hours. i tink my arms would just break. haha... i noe i bery guniang la. taoyan~ after kayaking we soaked ourselves in the sea water and talk cock sing song. baos went off for her hot date and the rest of us went to marine parade hawker centre for our dinner~ bought indian rojak prawn chang fen nasi lemak and fried guotiao~~ woo~~ rocks manz. oh yar... the banana juice and strawberry + banana juice oso rocks~ den we went to the ice cream shop beside mph bookstore and ate ice cream. at first we cannot make it one cuz really too full liao bt our perfect plan is to walk around the shopping mall and digest first~ ahahah... smart~ eat until bery shuang. talked abt the pple in office while we sat at the staircase there. nice talking session~ and oso realise the cruelty of society which we have yet to really experience. guess it will really be sian beh when it comes manz.

so treasure the moment:)

2005-06-18T00:45:00.000+08:00

juz a thought.

the feeling really suck when u can't totally trust the pple ard u... it seems as if they are playing a fool out of u at times. and u wun noe when they are telling lies or truth abt certain things. perhaps they play different roles when they are in front of different people. den how do u really judge a person?

to you: i really duno whether to believe u at times. i hear different stories about you. i wana trust u as a fren bt it iz not as easy as i tink. i still have that bit of suspense abt u. are u faking? can't figure out at all.

and to you: i'm really bery sorry for wad i have done. i wasn't in the right mind.

guess most of u wun be able to understand wad i'm saeing. so no need to bother asking:)

2005-06-14T00:06:00.000+08:00

back here to update on my life for this past week.

9th june 05
celebrated sister ray's birthdae last thursday... since he sae dat he gotz a 'hot date' on fridae. lol. ong behs siki they all even planned a treasure hunt for him after work... they were busy tinking of those hints and clues for the game during the whole afternoon and the whole bunch of them purposely din close those applications so dat sister ray wun haf to do ot. how sweet of them :) at first all of us were quite disappointed cuz he sae he haf to do ot until 8 plus. if dat'z the case den we would have to call off the whole treasure hunt thing and it wun be a surprise animore. so me shanling and boon yeong oso went to help out with the keying of orders... hahaha... first time dat i actually learn to key in orders :p and so the treasure hunt game went on until 8 plus den we prepare to light up the candles forming the word 'ray' at the rooftop garden... it'z damn damn nice la... can see dat sister is speechless... hahaa.... most probably he din noe wad to sae ba... den we blindfolded him and took a cab down to nana thai restaurant at far east... had the spicy tom yam soup which is damn shiok and pineapple rice and blah blah... was very full la... oohh yar... ong behs siki and baoss each baked a cake forming the word 'ray' oso... siki's tiramisu iz bery nice manz... ong behs and baoss one oso not bad bt need more improvement... heeezz :D ended dinner at around 10 plus and went home with sister ray who oso alight at bedok one... sister told us dat this is the most touching birthdae dat he has went through... hahahz.... actually for many of us is oso the first time dat we actually did so much for someone's birthdae. sister returned us the favour the next morning... he bought two big plates of sushi and treat us... damn nice rite... tink he spent a bomb on dat too~ awwww.... heehehezz. ann bought soon kueh for us and there'z oso sister's birthdae cake... so of course ate a lot of dat day... hahahhz... was really quite a treat~

11st June 05
met up wif wee keat yiki and huiwen for fun at citylink... in the went went ssc play pool... saw chong kiat there oso... play puzzle fighter at the arcade outside and went to meet up wif saeed at around 6 plus. promise to give him a birthdae treat... we had our dinner at the same thai restaurant dat we celebrate sister's birthdae cuz all the other food stalls are full of pple. after dat walked around and shop a bit. den ate at the big O restaurant steph intro... had mud pies which is damn nice. aniwae there's this open field concert at ngee ann city. got fir jj lin energy tanya chua and blah blah... when we walked past there oni manage to catch a glimpse of jj lin... he wearing all white... his songs quite nice la... and he din go out of tune for live performances... not bad ar. after dat supposed to meet steph wk and fj for supper bt later on due to some reason den change of plan. went chill at rouge wif fj and his frens. noisy place bt couldn't really relax to the max cuz i duno his frens mar... feel weird la... dance a bit and drank quite a bit... got quite sehh after dat... can't even go straight bt roughly still noe wad'z happening la... reached home at around 4 plus... so tired~ met up wif klaz again the next dae... supposed to discuss abt overseas trip bt in the end din talk much abt dat either... met up wif jeanie oso den we went to safra. wanted to bowl one bt need to wait for bery long so instead we went to the arcade there... it'z quite small bt yet we spend a lot of money there... hahha... wad a waste~ met up wif hi^5 darlings after dat. ate at sakae sushi becos of hl and sop's cravings~ talked and enjoyed ourselves and thanks to them i feel much better~ thanks sisters~~~ u all rock~~~ haven finish yet... hahaha... we went to gelare to chill and ate waffle there~ it's so nice... so long neva go there eat le... it'z a one in a while indulgence manz. oh yar... forgot to add something funny... hahah... we were boarding this bus home den this guy will holding on to the machine dat we tap our card den suddenly the bus stop den he bue balance and pluck the whole machine out~~~~~~~~ HAHAHAHAHAHHA... we luffed our heads off and he oso um cheo bt we oso luffed quite softly la... dowan make him paiseh~~~ lol

end of updates~ byeeee

2005-06-05T22:36:00.000+08:00

slacked my day off at home todae... feel rather restless so just watch tv and slp. lol. hope dat i can snap out of my restless state tmr :) time to update on yest...

early morning met up wif yiki go jogging. jogged to chai chee dat area... neva tried jogging there before... after dat supposed to meet up wif angela and xq for k box bt den later on got some confusion den went to orchard. again. sian. yiki was telling me about the different places when we took the bus to orchard... hahaaa... seems dat he'z 'more singaporean' than me. met up wif steph at far east and did some window shopping... din get aniting yet. the rest turned up a while later and we went for pool. pris they all went to watch starwars while me hw and cl went to shop around ps. talk at the food court until 11 and planning to walk to the mrt station until wee keat told us dat he lost his wallet. most probably shd be at the cinema... den we went to the cinema theatre the food court to find bt still cannot find... den me and huiwen to search through the dustbin to see whether pple threw it away after taking the money. it'z damn disgusting la... imagine putting ur hand into the dustbin and touching all those wet sticky stuff inside... hahaha... big sacrifice manz. bt too bad still no gd news. by then was already twelve plus den me hw and pris took cab home cuz we missed the last train while the guys went to police station to make a report... wee keat was damn worried cuz his 11B card is inside... hope dat he wun kena any harsh punishment manz... suay day for him~~

shall plan for my holiday trip and the shopping spree to come~~~

2005-05-31T22:48:00.000+08:00

i saw utt at ps todae~~~ din realise it'z him until chingling told me... he was juz walkin ard with his pass ard his neck and eating ice cream... lol. surprised dat no one went up to him. me and chingling were tempted to bt i too shy le:) hahaha... really too shy to take photos. and he'z not as tall as he seems on screen. i tink he'z only 170cm... a lot of pple must be real disappointed~~~ lol

end of story. heeezz

2005-05-29T00:26:00.000+08:00

met up with hi^5 this morning and finally went to sentosa le~~!!!!! lol. has been so damn long since we sae want to meet up go sentosa for tanning and sing song talk cock play mahjong liao... supposed to meet at 0900 at 85 bus stop for guotiao bt as usual things drag and drag until ten plus... hahaha... kids nowadays alwaes late mar... wad to do :p

so had guotiao and headed down to sentosa siloso beach. reached around 12 plus after buying all our food supplies. had a difficult time trying to find a cosy spot to settle down... hahaha... everyone go there to tan bt we go there den try to avoid the sun all the way. rented the volleyball and kayak for $5 per person... quite worth it la bt the storekeeper pissed hailing off a lot dat she kept swearing... hahha... kids nowadays are quite rude mar... juz ignore them can le.

played a bit of cards volleyball and monkey before we went to the sea to slack and talk cock... hahah... had our confessions~~~ quite interesting topics~ too bad melia not there so she really miss out a lottttttt~~~~~~ lol... duno wad led us to talk about dat topic too... really enjoy hanging out wif gd frens and talking our hearts out abt things which we do not share wif normal frens. you can actually feel the close bond within everyone which comes abt quite rarely:) talked for quite a number of hours there... haha... nice chilling place.

oh yar... we actually took note of the pple who beo sophia... it'z really quite a lot... there are even pple asking her whether she'z interested in taking part in some bikini babe stuff... hot ar??? hahaha... well... dat'z the hot girl in our clique... anione who wana ask her out must make appointment wif me hailing jeanie or amelia one... or maybe siwei... hahaha...

me and sophia are craving for ice cream den jeanie suggested going to the joanne peh and elvin filming dat ice cream shop go eat... bt too bad we slack until too late le... den din go there in the end... left siloso at ard 7 plus to have dinner at 85 cuz hailing craving for the stingray there. jeanie's changi village nasi lemak can wait for our next outing... lol. seems dat we are alwaes more concerned abt food all the time... can't blame again... cuz we are kids:D

ate fried oyster stingray and dessert... din eat a lot bt duno why all of us feel bery full liao... den jeanie gave some stupid reason which even she herself oso dun understand one... hahha... guess all of us are too shagged to tink right already... planned to go hailing house chill after dinner one bt i was too tired so went home instead... jeanie loves me too much den she oso decide to go home... too influential liao leh.

now quite sun burnt... and quite sleepy~

off.

2005-05-23T23:15:00.000+08:00

went to escape themepark wif my klazmates yest... seem so long ago since i last went... tink it was in sec 2... 5 years back... wish i can go back to then and be young again~ lol:p not much changes in the themepark la... no wonder not much pple there... guess all will be sianz beh wif all the same stuff for so many years. supposed to meet them at 1330 at downtown east bt i reach bedok control at around 2... hahah... as usual la^_^ bt i'm late for a reason leh... made egg tarts for them... they sae got improvement liao... hahha... i also noe dat... oni dat the custard a bit too sweet... i will make improvements again~ heheee.

i tink i can take the rides better already... meaning wun feel lik vomiting after certain rides... tried the gold kart for the first time... not bad la... bt the motor was damn noisy~ remember when i tried it the second time round there was this boy who challenged me and squeezed the car into the corner den after dat the car damn slow liao... lousy la... engine so louya one... kids~~ haha... no link. ooh... met feijun and his gf there too... they are playing some food race thing... quite a small world... hehee... so long neva catch up wif him le... miss talking nonsense wif this childish girl~ lol. one more thing dat i must comment before i forget... hahah... huiwen'z expressions are really funni when she tried the viking ride... hahaha... makes me wana luff whenever i tink of it... me and weekeat laughed out heads off just by looking at her expressions lor...hahahah... oopsss.... i'm luffing to myself already... huiwen dun scold me ar... hahah... u are too comical liao~ she really behave as if she'z going to give birth dat kinda look... how to not luff rite?:p

finished playing at around 7 plus and met up wif steph and yiki for dinner... tok quite a lot wif steph and made me ponder over certain facts which show how practical and insensitive pple can get at times... so remember to tink twice before saeing or doing anithing cuz u might hurt someone unintentionally:
after dinner was pool again~ enjoy playing pool when the feeling comes and you'll keep winning... have a sense of achievement...hahahah... finished playing at around 11 plus... haf to go off le la... or else will miss the bus juz like last time so we ran from pavilion to the bus stop.. hahah... it'z great to run at nite.... cosy and after running u will feel lik all the heat are emitted frm the body... great feeling~

huiwen oso told me certain things which really pissed me off quite a bit. just hope dat some pple will get the meaning of one's own freedom to make frens and not through stupid & dumb acts. if U happen to read this and U tink it'z U... just message me & ask me & I'll scold u big time. don wana sae too much here. perhaps i'm being too nice liao. i hate pple to make decisions for me... somemore pple who is not even my close fren. bth.

dat's all for yest...

todae went to parkway to meet up wif yiki weekeat and genie... so pathetic rite only got 4 pple.... hahaha... went to play pool. nth much... soon the guys went home cuz they haf to book in. me and jeanie went ajisen to eat... actually wanted to share one bowl one bt someone cannot resist temptation and wants to eat one bowl by herself... hahah... kids~~ damn full after eating volcano ramen... it'z damn spicy la den drank about 5 glasses of water i tink... so after eating feel lik stomach going to explode anytime... walked ard to see clothes after dat and went home after dat...

gona slp soon.

2005-05-22T03:08:00.000+08:00

juz came back from starhub outing for our childhood games and soccer match~~~~~~

met up wif ong behs melia sister ray siki swerlyn glenchy ard noon time to go sentosa. turns out dat all of us are late. lol. wad's new... went to siloso beach this time round... took quite long to look for a spot to settle down... guess we went too late. finally found one place and it turn out to be in the middle of nowhere... hahhaa... played captain's ball first... ong behs siki and glenchy damn pro la... beat we all 10 -5. their actions damn swift... dat game is a gd workout man... play for around ten minutes tired lik siao liao... not long after... the weather looks quite bad... so everyone at sentosa was damn sianz la... looks lik gona rain but luckily it'z juz a passing cloud~ so we played dog and bone... ong behs iz really the dog and bone queen la... hahaha... me and melia are announced as the underdogs takers who are ever ready to take over ong behs' position as the queen. lol. sister oso intro us one game called the indian duno wad game. it'z quite fun too~ all abt strategies~ me melia and sister lost and we are supposed to do some stupid forfeits lik running down the beach waving a bandanna in the air or asking others whether we are hot or not... hahaha... bt luckily the rest forgot about the forfeit after dat~ heng behz~~~ :D we tooks lots of gesiao photos too~~~ act this and act dat... damn funni la~~~~

went to clean up at ard 5 plus and the queue was so long dat we bathe in the open space of the girls' toilet in our bikinis or tops and shorts la... hahaha... some other pple really strip and bath there of course got frens use towel help them cover la... bt i tink it'z still quite obscene... kids nowdays bery open liao... lol. it started drizzling on our bus trip back to harbour front... luckily it only starts after we finished playing... heaven is not dat bad after all :)

went to harbour front hawker centre to eat our dinner~~~ when sister went off to buy something... all of us are discussing abt how gd he is and decide to give him a treat since he alwaes take so gd care of us for the chalet and this outing... bt he went off to buy satay for us lor... hahaha... how are we going to repay him back man??? seldom see such a nice guy around liao... in my lifetime i only see two really nice guys before. first one is yiki and second one is sister... he told us dat he'z leaving starhub soon... feel quite sianz behs man... it would be so much boring without him entertaining us liao :(

anyway back to the outing... actually supposed to meet up wif my klazmates go out after sentosa bt in the end cancelled so ended up going to chijmes wif starhub cscs *lol* pple for the arsenal vs man u match... sister and melia both wearing jerseys... melia look so cute and auntie in her dressing... hahaha... she too small sized already la... itz quite a nice place to chill out... nice ambience and mature crowd... we are lucky to have found seats cuz swerlyn's fren work there i tink... reserved seats for us which'z ideal to watch the match la... jeffrey wensy baos kaijun n her bf oso joined us later on...

and so the match started at around ten. man u is the one who keeps on attacking bt alwaes juz miss by a bit bit nia... ronaldo and rooney played damn well leh... oh and giggs too... bt too bad lady luck is not on their side... arsenal goalkeeper was good too~~ if not for him man u would have scored duno how many goals liao... i admire him manz... so alerted... the match is nil-nil even after the extended match so here comes the penalty shootout... score is 5-4 to arsenal... scholes iz the one who missed the goal... guess he muz be feeling bery guilty... anewae melia is damn damn agitated during the match la... all of us quite shocked... hahaha... can see dat she'z really angry at certain times when her arsenal players are given the yellow or red card... scary... hahha... arsenal won in the end and her mood becomes bery gd again~~ ahahah... mood changes really fast... found dat it'z quite an experience watch soccer wif a whole loadz of pple... hahah... it'z amazing to see how big their reaction can be over a soccer match... i guess watch alone and dat really makes a vast difference... most probably becoz of the atmosphere ba... drank mango magarita... tink i dun really lik alcholic drinks la... kept burping after drinking... mango juice is still nicer~~~ hahaha...

the match ended at 12 plus... some of them went over to glenchy house to stay over... me sister and jeff shared a cab together... the cab driver is quite interesting... hahha... he heard of our kenging stuff... and jeff and the cab driver kept talking abt the casino issue... hahaha... seems lik they bery interested in setting up casino la...

reached home at around two... quite shagged liao... tmr go where do wad... still duno yet. waiting for replies~~

ps. dere'z one thing i have tink through tonite. quote of the day: juz be yourself & pple will like you for who u are... no pretence or faking... dat's the way to relate to pple~

chaoz. nitez.

2005-05-18T23:01:00.000+08:00

actually wana slp le bt before i forget just wana note down dat............................................................

I SAW THOMAS ONG~~~~~~!!!!!!!!! he doing some filming near starhub center.... hahaha... he is quite friendly... he will look out and wave to us.... and he'z tall too~~~ i tink about 1.8m~~~ woo~~~~~~~~~BUT~~~~~!!!!!! is he gay???????

hope not.

lol.

2005-05-15T22:20:00.000+08:00

hello hello... quite long neva update my blog liao... so just to fill u pple and myself up... just received nus and ntu letter this week so shall really tink carefully before i make a decision... anewae... shall backdate since last thurs...

12nd mAy 2005...

was jeanie's solar eclipse day so met up wif my hi^5 dears after work... melia took half day, actually supposed to buy jeanie's prezzie bt in the end we oso duno wad to get for her so she met up wif jeanie in town first and they went shopping... hahaha... met up wif sop and ling^er at six plus... waited for jeanie and amelia at v8... as usual when they called us and sae they coming liao... they are still shopping la... hahaha... made me sop and hai wait for so long... bue paiseh one la.... hoRRRRRRRRRRRR jiong and merox~~~~~~~~~~ lol

anewae... i wear until quite auntie on dat dae... carrying umbrella again... aiya cannot blame me oso mar... cuz raining on dat morning den i can't find those foldable kind... hahah... i really haf to admit dat i haf bery bery bad dress sense manz.... den of course kena laughed by all of them especially when i forgot to bring the umbrella wif me when i left v8 den the waitress ran after me to give me... damn paiseh la... den faster chao after that liao... ehehehzzzzz. went to walk around bugis street after that... there are quite a lot of changes there manz... it'z a 2-level store now and air-conditioned... cool~ lots of things to beo there

was looking for a place to sit down sing song talk cock play mahjong... den went to coffeebean chill... all of us share one mudpie... got the warm feeling... hahahz... duno if u guys feel the same??? was toking about the past incidents over and over again... all the happy funny and amazing stories came to mind and really made our dae cuz it alwaes make us wana luff at the stupid things dat happen to us during secondary days... it seemz dat we wun be sianz of the stuff dat we repeatedly tok about... was telling dat whenever i eat at the bedok fastfood restaurant i would be reminded of days in the past... perhaps cuz we patronised all the fastfood restaurants everyday after sch during dat time and would stay there tok cock until a few hours den go home... hahah... oso duno how we manage to finish our homework dat time one... will alwaes miss those days... no worried and just playing whole day long...

back to coffeebean... the waiter chase us out at around ten den we went nearby to talk again... hahah... haf already fixed a day for our stayover and sentosa trip... tink shd be able to succeed this time round la... hope the weather is fine for tanning dat dae:) left at around 11. quite shagged on dat dae cuz next dae still haf work bt still drag myself home. all in all... haf a great time on dae day~~~

14th mAy 2005...

had breakfast wif my parents in the morning den after dat went home to bake egg tarts... it'z quite nice actually... can finally make them for my frens le... hahaha... anewae after dat head down to the starhub chalet...

it'z the second day of our chalet... was only allowed to stay for one day so i choose to stay on saturdae... reached east coast costa sand resorts at around 5... took a really long time to walk there... tink i walked for 40 mins after i reach east coast park before i reach our unit... partly was due to me walking so slowly and admiring the scenery... the sea breeze is really nice there... when i reach... the girls just finished swimming so i slacked in the room while some of them are playing playstation... they told me how nice raymond and boon yuong are when they actually prepared the bbq pit for deborah the night before since she wun be able to make it for the bbq on saturdae itself... was really sweet and romantic of them... they also sae the highlight of the chalet is the dog and bone game... hahha... wonder why oso... regretted not going over earlier in the dae... was feeling quite slack la... hahaha... din really get a chance to cycle wif joyce cuz it'z time to return the bike liao... sianz... so just in charge of cycling back to return them...

when the girls returned to the room we began gossiping abt this particular disgusting guy again who tinks dat there are actualy ppl who would be interested in him... hahaha... kids nowadays are full of themselves manz... bth... realise dat girls are really damn bitchy cuz all they can do during their free time is to gossip and bitch about pple around us... hahaha... tink we are going to condemn dat guy more... HAHAHAHA. Not long after was bbq time~~~ mother joyce was bbqing all the time... she loves to cook... and the chicken wings dat she marinated and bbq are really nice~~~ she was telling us dat if we wana learn she can teach us a few simple dishes... hahaha.... shall ask her more about dat next time...

as time passes more pple came for the bbq... ate quite a lot... den feel rather sinful now... hahha... exercise more la hor... anewae met one new fren there... her name is ck... found her to be quite funni... happens dat she oso worked at starhub dat time and she alwaes 'gab' customer's calls one... played another version of daidee and also 007 which titan taught us... haha... it test on your reaction time... den glency raymond alwaes kena forfeit... hahah... glency was made to mimick chucky's action and to dig her nose and armpit... lol... damn disgusting la... wonder how the rule master raymond can come up wif all these crapz one... ultimate joker there la... hahhaa... den ray and jeff are made to touch each other's armpit... damn damn disgusting la... den oso got this time when he haf to kiss his own dirty toe for 5 secs... yuckz.... melia was forfeited to do the teletubbies dance... look damn cute la.. hahha... made everyone luff until pengz.... lol...

Ck was telling us about all the ghost stories dat she know... seemz like she knows a lot about all these... about the fire wood etc elements... the story abt the taka building was quite interesting though... she oso told us about some feng shui stuff... after listening to all these stories by her and joyce... i tink it'z better to believe in all these things rather than not believing at all cuz it really sounds true though it'z unexplanable sometimes... heard tekong and pontianak stories as well... scary and eerie~~~~~ after listening some of us hesitated to go to the toilet manz... all of us squeezed in this corner when listening to all these stories... cuddle together den at least not so scared mar... melia bth den slp first... ong lai oso... listened until around 5 plus den i oso knock out liao... wake up at around 7 plus when glecy joyce and ck left... went back to slp until 8 plus den tidy up the left over food and left wif melia at 8 plus... had loads of titbits left... planning to bring back to office tmr to share share lor... three big bags full of titbits... how 'healthy' can dat be manz....

reached parkway at 9 plus... actually plan to go home to rest before meeting my klaz for lunch... so tried to tahan until 11 plus when i met them at parkway... played pool and realise dat i'm too shagged already... so din went for lunch wif them... reached home at ard 2 plus and slpt all the way to 7 plus... and now i'm feeling sleepy again liao... at last finish wif my blogging and work tmr~

till then:D

2005-05-01T09:23:00.000+08:00

haven receive ani letters frm ani unis and kenneth told me he got accepted by ntu mass com and nus science... so proooo.... envy him manz... worrying now~~~~~ anewae kept to my promise and made some fruit pie for yiki haihai sop wk they all bt it turned out to be some kind of biscuits really bery hard... i accidentally dropped on the floor oso wun break one... lol... was late for dinner at 85 and all of them waited for me... hahah... all so gd rite... and i told them each one of them must try my 'rock' biscuit... hahaha.... so dat at least they noe i tried rite???? hahaha... jiong and melia haven try yet... maybe i shd go and investigate wad'z wrong with my recipe manz... so dat they wun suffer dat offen.... HAHAHHAHAHA.

after dinner me and frog went to xianghai's house to sing song talk cock play mahjong... she gave us some souvenoirs she bought from bangkok... took lots of pics and frog's dad fetched me home at around 11... was feeling damn sleepy by then... den got headache somemore... so headed home and slpt straight away liao...

this morning forced myself to wake up at 8 to go jogging... find dat stadium bery sianz... so went to jog around my house estate there... run 15 mins i bth liao... shows how bad my stamina is... i wonder how pple can manage to run 45 mins manz.... this jian fei journey is a tough and ardous one... whether i will give up my current jian fei plan or not... no one will noe the answer... cuz it failed too many times until no one wana believe me liao???? hahaha... just hope it can last~~~~~~~~~~

cuz in the end... it will all be worth it:D

2005-04-28T22:08:00.000+08:00

was quite busy during work todae... cuz the hubber promotion will be ending tmr mar... den a lot of pple cheapo all bery kiasu lor... lol. so todae's jianfei plan failed again... was supposed to run six rounds... hehehzzzz.

anewae in the morning my colleague's close one passed away... at first she still tryin to fake out a smile... bt was too upset after dat... we went up to gave her a hug and console her... hope she's feeling better... life'z fragile... so everyone remember to treasure everyone around u and neva take them for granted.

went for the nus science interview on tuesday. was the first one to reach there... i'm pro cuz i din ask anione for directions to get there and I'm the first one to reach there somemore... kids nowdays lik to hold interviews in ulu ulu places... first one to kena interview oso... there'z 3 pple in the office. they ask some questions i oso duno how to answer bt just gesiao act confident and calm... hope can pass this interview manz... the indian man kept asking me a lot of challenging questions sia... went in for about 20 minutes... they sae will haf to wait for one month to know the results... dat'z so longgggggg......... called huiwen straight after the interview cuz she'z oso going for the interview later on in the day... after the interview actually intended to go clementi there walk walk one... bt it seems lik dat's really nth much there... so went back work at around 11...

hhmmm.... dat's it... duno wad else to sae... guotiao:D

2005-04-23T22:39:00.000+08:00

actually quite lazy to blog one bt auntie ong huiwen wants to read so i blog lor... she promised me to treat me to dinner if i blog for her this time round:D

supposed to go running in the morning bt ... too tired so slp more lor... lol... might start tomorrow... MIGHT oni la... haha...

asked yiki about his ntu interview... from wad he sae, it seems dat ntu science is better cuz from wad i understand, ntu provide more hands-on stuff... rather than theory-based... anewae todae actually wanted to bake things one... bt when i on my oven, the whole oven 'POMM' den got sparks somemore... den my whole house no electricity... haha... i screamed la... thot wad happen sia... short circuit la... den call my papa den he came home and check and taught me how to change the wires for the oven... i'm pro.

ate at crystal jade... no xiao long bao there... so neva really ate much... feel like eating you tiao and drinking soya bean milk for breakfast... guotiao oso can... gui chap oso can... lol. tinking abt food all the time:p

2005-04-22T22:25:00.000+08:00

went for ntu interview for mass com... it totally sux la... ask pple general knowledge question... i dun even read newspaper one den i tink screw up liao... interview oso screw up... actually not bery bery keen on dat course la... more worried about the nus interview for the faculty of science on next tues... wonder wad they will ask for science interview... gonna find out more from yiki tmr ba... cuz he went for the ntu one todae... kinda demoralised after the interview at ntu leh... bt pple around me kept telling me not to be scared and be more confident... and relaxing is better for the mind... i tink so too bt saeing is easier than done rite.... realli hope i can get thru the nus interview leh.....

dun tok about dat liao la... melia is kinda crazy over one of the accounts manager in our office... hahaha... i can oni sae dat her taste is still as weird as ever... and dat person is 13 years older than us lor... and his voice sounds a bit lik duck quacking... lol... bt she claims dat he'z cool just becos he pierce one ear hole... i tink me and glecy taste better leh... horrrrrr melia...

as usual my previous jian fei plan fail bt i'm going to start another one again~~~~~~!!!!!! hahaha... look forward to it??? bt still cannot control my diet... it'z so hard to resist temptation of food, rite jeanie?????? lol.

going to eat crystal jade tmr... yum

2005-04-22T22:15:00.000+08:00

2005-04-18T21:47:00.000+08:00

came back from KL yest... went for uncle's wedding there... it happens dat it'z his birthdae as well... same as steph so missed her birthday party on sat... too bad.

left house at around eight plus on fridae morning and took bus there... the bus service quite gd... still got pple to serve u den each seat gt its own tv for u to watch... so it'z less boring this time round... reached KL at around 3 plus... settle down and met up wif all my relatives for dinner... as usual i ate a lot:D yam crackers are really nice... anewae dear hi^5 and frens, i haf already found one recipe... will make for u all real soon k:) hee....

on sat morning got up quite early cuz it's my uncle big day mar... he went to pick his bride up at around eight plus den the bride is supposed to leave the house at 9 cuz it's the auspicious hour... they reach the new house at ard 11 plus... initially the living room got a lot of pple one... den when they sae the bride coming liao.. my aunties all sae must go into the room cannot see the bride cuz they sae the 'power' of the bride bery big den if dun go into the room and hide first later will kena bad luck which will stay there forever... hahaha... neva heard of it before... quite suagu... the bride is pretty.... every bride would be pretty one la... cuz all dress up until so nice...

have to offer tea to the bride and groom... first time doing this... hahah... some of my little cousins are so shy to offer tea dat they turn red lor... so cute... the whole house is so lively... love the mood manz... after the tea-offering ceremony everyone went to settle their own stuff... all my little cousins are goin to go the zoo. since i got nth to do so i juz tag along wif them lor... also take care of them at the same time... got 10 plus cousins lor... all ard 5 or 6 years old... their childish behaviour really makes me wana luff... hahah... they will cry at bery little things... den if give them sweets or toys they ok liao... kids nowdays.... lol. anewae went to zoo negara... took the train ride around the zoo... den walked ard for a while den watch the multi-animal show... cannot really walk for too long cuz need to go back prepare for the wedding dinner mar... stayed there for 2 plus hours nia.

reach the hotel at six plus bt dinner only started at eight plus... was sitting beside my cousin simon... he was losing his temper when we need to wait for so long... kids nowadays... he even threw the chopstick holder at his father den broke the thing lor... bt his parents neva scold him leh... if it'z me my mother confirm slap me one.. hahah... maybe not so extreme la... anewae the host there was horrible... he spoke broken english and the ambience was weird... cuz during the dinner itself they play techno music... hahaha.... how weird lor... wedding leh... shd play soothing or romantic music mar... play this kind of techno music makes pple wana dance oni... heheheh

dinner ended and found out dat some kiam pple oni give 30 RM lor... kids... they not paiseh one meh... aiyo... one of my cousin actually cry becuz he scared he cannot finish his homework when he get back home... hahah... wad a thing to worry abt... kids... hahah... cannot finish den let teacher scold a bit nia mar... i tink last time i neva learn spelling den i oso cry... so childish... hahah... anewae they planned to go sunway lagoon the next day one... lik dat place bt den too bad i'm not really close to my little cousins... go there oso not much fun without someone close...

have been having this thought quite some time back... actually was tinking it might haf been better if my parents din migrate to singapore in the first place... den i would have been so much closer to all my aunties, cousins... grandma and grandpa... although i neva really sae to my parents bt all these ties are really impt to me... would oni go back malaysia once a year or even fewer than dat... den when i'm there i feel so distant from everyone... this feeling is terrible... i hate the feeling of being lonely... would i have been a much simpler person and be happier if i stay there since young? i alwaes wonder... haha...bt den if this is the case... i wouldn't have met my wonderful frens and they wouldn't haf met me this wonderful fren as well leh... so how to compare lehhhhhhhhh??????????????????????????????????????????? really duno man...

btw left KL at around 12 plus on sunday and oni reached home at seven plus... tiring man... den todae got work somemore... lucky got shan ling to help me out wif some work or i would be squashed by all the workload man... anewae tink it'z time to catch up wif my dear hi^5 gang... haven been seeing them for one month plus le... miss all the laughter we used to haf... hahaha... todae melia was telling me about the lele story... hahaha... i almost forgot who's lele liao... oni hi^5 ppl would noe... hahah... found dat we used to be quite dumb and funny in the past... and liking stupid pple... lol... funny and coincident incidents happen all the time...

ooo... such a long entry hor... i'm proud of dat as well... hehee.... tag me more often... i'm bored~

feel like eating bread now and singing kbox... who wana go wif me leh??????? hehehhehehehehe

2005-04-12T20:42:00.000+08:00

been quite busy at work during last weekend and now cuz got a lot of road shows coming up... first time so busy so dat's gd as well... at least time passes faster~~~~~~~

anewae ntu send me one letter saeing dat i'm shortlisted for the interview for sch of communication and information:) going to be a writing test as well as an interview on next thurs... scared... hope nothing goes wrong on dat day~~

talked things out wif a fren a few days back... hahha... learn how to be more attentive to the pple around u and tinking twice before u speak cuz u'll neva noe the tings u sae might actually hurt others a lot. dat's wad i haf come to understand.

shows dat i actually reflect a lot hor... haha... u noe why??????

cuz i haf a mirror in front of me.

lol.

2005-04-10T01:07:00.000+08:00

met up wif steph to accompany her eat lunch and cut hair... den went to angela house for her berfdae party... when first reach there very sianz... duno why oso... only start to be hyper a few hours later... den started asking them to dedicate songs den i sing for them... lol.. tink they thought i'm kisiao already la:D

went swimming later on... swim a bit nia den bery tired already... too long never swim le la... stamina drop so much... ate the cake and went home. reach house at around 12 plus.

sian.

recently has been feeling rather restless and worrying over unnecessary things... find myself tinking abt negative things and feeling sad all the time... maybe i've changed to be pessimistic le... this happens when u haf nth to do den u will start to hu si luan xiang lor... so i hate to be left alone... normally pple wun be able to tell my mood cuz i hide it bery well:)

i hate the present me. who can bring back the old me lehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh?

duno.

got pissed at pple. dun like the attitude too. spoils my day.

if only everyone is much friendlier & thoughtful.

realise dat i'm very mean to someone recently... kept condemning dat person even when me myself is such a failure.

this goes to show some thing....................................................................................................................

I'm a bad girl:(

2005-04-05T16:33:00.000+08:00

went to subway for lunch juz now.

yumm.

met nurain and her boy... hahaha... it'z a small world after all.

it'z a boring afternoon.

same routine everyday.

going home soon.

bye.

2005-04-03T13:30:00.000+08:00

yest went to celebrate yan ping's birthdae~

met up wif steph at around 12 to plan her bithday decoration thingy bt in the end she said she might hold the party at her aunty condo so haven really plan yet lor... anewae the pro help her to dye hair. it turns out to be quite alright. cuz i'm the pro:D second time help fren to dye hair. first time is help jeanie.. lol... i'm getting more experienced liao... who wants me to help them just book appointment wif me lor since i so busy one(^_^)

met up wif the rest at clark quay at around evening time. the ambience there is really bery nice... nice place for pubbing bt the food there all damn ex... so we decided to go lau pa sat there for dinner while waiting for yan ping's work to finish. in the end change our mind not go go lau pa sat to eat anymore and eat at han's instead... den me and steph went to fetch pris frm lau pa sat... stupid xq give us wrong direction den we walked until little india there lor... stupid sia... walked for half an hour before meeting up wif pris... so long neva see her le cuz she alwaes very busy walking out at her parents' shop one... actually she sae can go for hols one den we were planning yest bt after she reached home... her mum sae cannot again~~~~~ :( sianz.... parents are alwaes lidat... she sae her sister add salt some more den cannot go liao lor.... so now still not sure lor... huiwen oso haven reply me yet~~~~~~~~~~~~ want to go hong kong lehhhhhhhhhhh................................................................................................................

went back clark quay there the steps there to eat the birthday cake... bt need to rush off cuz quite late le... so left dat place at around 11 plus... alight at bedok with yiki cuz he oso staying near me mar... den both of us bery thirsty so went to eat dessert at the bedok inter that hawker center there... cheng teng is nice~~ woo~~~ anything will taste nice when u are hungry la... talk a lot about his army life stuff and sch stuff... i kinda miss A's that period cuz it's quite memorable when everyone pia for A's together... i guess everyone will alwaes look back and miss the past instead of living in the present... it'z a vicious cycle... lol. and we haf come up with a conclusion... everything we do is all in the mind... aiya... i oso duno how to explain la... if u wana noe den miss lee explain to u next time lor:D

duno why bt kinda find life bery dull now... why leh~~~?????????????

dun understand too.

bye.

2005-03-31T09:00:00.000+08:00

lol:D

ate a lot yest~~

morning:
milk + some biscuit

afternoon:
yong tau foo

night:
barbequed sambal fish + sambal sotong + garlic bread + ice cream + milk with cereals + just cereals alone

is it sinful or is it sinful???

lol.

jialat.

2005-03-29T22:13:00.000+08:00

*giggles*

had a funny + weird + sweet dream last night. lol... dreamt dat i got married... hahahah.... and i was on this island with a lot of frens... den playing wif water blah blah... hahahaha.... when i wake up from my dream i oso wana luff lor... lol... melia and steph know about my dream~~~~ told them during lunch todae:D

aniwae... finally finished with my application for NUS and NTU two days back liao... put chem as my first choice... research or being a teacher might be fun??? ahhaha... imagine my being a teacher... lalalalla...oh yar... azhar called me from camp yest den we talk cock as usual... i oso realise my importance in S207... hahahha... wad to do... i'm significant mar:p

duno wad to sae liao... nitezzzz

2005-03-26T23:47:00.000+08:00

went to airport todae to talk cock sing song cuz steph gt nth to do den jio us lor... a bit bored there la cuz really nth much to do and there'z nth much to gossip about too~~~~ actually to tink of it, i'm backstabbing pple too~~bt den again i'm speaking the truth leh... hahaha... so moral of story is not to trust me too much... lol

after dat ate pizza hut... i love the curry chicken flavour one... everyday lidat eat i oso duno how to lose weight sia...lol. den nth new lor. went to play arcade... me and steph were playing the dance revolution thingy... both of us playing for one player type and it'z damn slow lor... i tink other pple see us play oso despair...

went home after dat... nth much. chaozzz

2005-03-26T00:30:00.000+08:00

just came back from klaz outing~~~~~~

met klazmates at 12 at parkway mac bt as usual all the pple only reached at one plus... enjoyed gossiping wif huiwen and kenneth they all... hahah... they are the best gossiping partners cuz all so san ba one... and we gossip about the same stuff everytime... wonder why we not sian oso:D judith couldn't make it cuz she sae she got sth on... and i felt damn bad cuz i forgot to call her for dinner... sorry ger~~~~~ bt we're meetin on sunday for movie~~~

went to play pool at the duno wad building... den saw ** hahahaha... din realise it's them until lik one hour later???? damn slow la me... den i was gesiaoing taking his photo... tink dat he knows la... it's damn obvious cuz i was standing in the middle of nowhere.... who cares if he knows... hahah...i tink he long ago knows that we beo him liao... aniwae todae my luck is damn gd at pool... i won a lot of games lor... and won some treats from fei jun... hahahah... shuang~~~~ thrashed steph too~~ bt she won me in one round and she's damn happi lor... kids nowdays get contented bery easily~~ i feel so pro at pool todae~~~ in a gd mood too~~~ bery long neva luff dat much liao.... i miss the old me who likes to luff a lot:) nowadays felt quite low... duno why oso... wonder who can really make me luff lidat all the while... maybe it's hi^5??? or huiwen who crapz a lot and willing to talk cock wif me??? hahahah...

played pool for a few hours before we went for dinner at some coffee shop near there... ate zi cha... den steph's mum come to talk talk oso... hahahah... find her damn cute la... she seem quite gossipy too~~~~ no wonder her daughter so bitchy and gossipy oso lor~~~~ hor~~~~~~~ after dat went to east coast park to talk cock sing song... lik the sea breeze and scenery there... bt oso will remind me of things which make me feel bad la. wonder whether i will be able to get over it manz... aniwae there's a LOT of cockcroaches at the rocks there lor... damn shocked... din know it'z so dirty there one... talked until lik 10 plus den fei jun sent us back.

kenneth was suggesting drinking teh when fei jun reached my block there... so me hw steph ken and fj went to kopitiam to talk cock sing song again until 11 plus den all of them sent me home to my door step cuz i was telling them about this scary woman who sat at corridor near the lift den i scared i will see her again mar... stupid steph kept scaring me as well... dat stupid girl alwaes do all these dumb things one la... kids mar... wad to do~~~~ aniwae still thanks to them for dat la... hahah... although is i force them to accompany me one la... lalalalalalla:p

now waiting for hair to dry den go for my beauty slp liao... nitez

2005-03-23T22:10:00.000+08:00

the weekend is coming~~ weeeee~~~~~~~~~~~

just now received a call from fei jun... he would be reaching singapore tmr if the flight iz not delayed. so juz call to see whether wana meet out or wad... hahaha... has oni been a month dat he went to australia and it seem so long liao. as usual, me this efficient organiser would haf to start messagin pple again... i'm too efficient... wad to do:D

went jogging juz now and i ate lesser todae... HAHAHA... wonder when i can tahan until man... pple... please help me to control my diet from now on... or my jian fei plan will never succeed one... :p i found my new fav food aniway... spicy mos burger~~!!! first time eat den found dat it's damn nice... who wana treat me?????? aniwae currently i'm also helping melia to control her spending cuz she sae she spent too much money recently liao... bt it seems lik no use at all cuz even when i already told her not to buy den she oso dowan listen... hahahah... melia... we are all the same~~~~~ no wonder u sux and i rock:D

'the eye 10' is opening tmr~~~~ i'm so NOT going to watch manz... itz showing the ten ways for u to see a ghost... how scary... bt i wana watch 'hitch' leh... who wan to watch oso lehhhhh?????? remember to jio me along kk~~~~

going to slp liao... nitezzzzzzzzzz

2005-03-21T16:02:00.000+08:00

as usual, stupid jeanie was the one blogging for me... kids nowadays bery boliao one... duno when den can grow up... went to xq house yest to slack slack. supposed to go apply for admission to uni one bt den haven really made up my mind yet... scared dat i will make the wrong decision. left wif onli 10 days to decide... fan nao man...

aniwae played mahjong yest... i was quite pro and won the most... hahaha... just anihow play one la... and jeanie the extra was there too~~ alwaes join in for S208 outing... she bue paiseh one la... just found out dat recently i spent a lot on gd food... should learn to save up liao cuz i wana go for hols~~~~ before sch reopen... neva went on a tour before:D really hope can go wif pris they all this time round~~

it's a monday and of course its sianz cuz it's the starting of a new week BUT~~~!!! this week is only a 4-day week which is damn shiok la... fridae is gd friday which means break~ happieee~~ azhar asked me go for their klaz outing during the weekend... this shows dat i'm significant~~ they planned to go fly kite which i really wanted to try... neva try before...ahahha... suagu:p

nth to write liao... byeeeee

2005-03-20T13:30:00.000+08:00

i miss jeanie all of a sudden..

2005-03-15T16:00:00.000+08:00

boring mood.

in office now and there's nth for me to do again so use pple com to blog lor... lol...

had a wonderful weekend last week. went for nus openhouse on sat... met up wif pris in the morning. attended some of the talks den still tinking of wad course to take up... really haf to tink carefully before making a choice... this ain't easy man... aniwae went for k box wif klaz pple... at last judith and yiki can make it lor... ps us so many times liao... judith is damn high on that day la... and we sang and jumped around which is damn shiok la... relieve all the stress man:D after k box went to meet hi^5. finally for once we are reunited. the last time all of us were together is during prom and it's so so long liao... went to swensens and ate. as usual i told them i'm not hungry bt i ate a lot too~~~:p kena suaned lik siao by my brothers man... hahah... sophia la... alwaes mia one... it's time U LEAVE MORE TIME FOR US DEAR SOPFROG!!!!!!! took a lot of pics and look at the photos remind me of secondary sch days. remind me of the time when we will eat at fastfood restaurant everyday after sch and talk cock for a few hours before going home. somemore we will eat damn slow one lor... really miss those days... bt too bad it's impossible to turn back time... so the onli ting to do is to move on... oops... why haf the tone become so sad... hahah... brothers... see i so sad liao... treat me to jack's place lor... thanks.

go off to surf web liao. byee

2005-03-13T13:41:00.000+08:00

mongz, the toilet manager, is too lazy to blog.
what's new right.
she's forever lazy
and not doing her toilet cleaning job well

with love (fake love),
aladdin